Woah, I suddenly have this feeling of giving up now. Well, it's fine that i give up, I'm still very young at the age of 16.5. There's a whole forest out there. Why should i aim just one tree? Sometimes, I do even ask myself, what do I see in her? Her beauty? nah, I'm not the guy who really go for the looks. It's her character, I suppose that seems attractive to me. *Ponders* Afterall, this is just an infatuation, whatever it's called.

Yeah, I should give up on her. Jubic Wong Chun Kiat, better forget everything about her, ok? Just treat her like a normal friend, will do. Yeah?