Love is like a Rose

Love is much like a wild rose...
beautiful and calm...
but willing to draw blood...
in its defense...

Thee Rose


Jubic Wong Chun Kiat 黄俊杰 is his name
28 May 1992 is the day when he had his first cry
Gemini is his horoscope
IT and Programming is his ♥
Contact: +6597318599/jubic@live.com.sg @FaceBook @Friendster

rants

Trails

February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
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September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
June 2010

Sunday, December 28, 2008
@ 11:34 AM
Just married with sinyee on audi. Thanks dear, for the sweet memo. 5201314
P.S. Sorry for not inviting anyone esp. pa&ma (Darren&Jolene). Didn't felt like so, don't know why.


Sunday, December 21, 2008
@ 4:07 PM
I'm now in Msia
till Tuesday night -.-
Anything's up, jus leave me a tag
and i will reply asap.


Thursday, December 18, 2008
@ 7:05 PM
woah 101th post le. 101 DALMATIONS LOL.

Uhh i find myself, a total failure in the aspect of love, let alone some minor housechores. zzz another one line post. bye.

Changed blogsong again: Kissing You GoodBye - Jesse McCartney; Sometimes i do really wonder if he's a male or what zzz.

Doesn’t matter much what you will say
Coz I am leaving you now anyway (Oh Oh!)
Gonna have some fun just for a change
And you cant do a thing to make me stay (Woo yeah!)
Gotta throw away your picture in the rain
Coz they don’t mean a single thing
I just wanna have some fun with someone
So bye bye baby bye bye

CHORUS:
Kissing you goodbye
Starting a new life
Now I know that finally I’m done
And through with you
You are not the one who can give me all
Kissing you goodbye
No more needs to try
Now I know exactly what
I wanna do in my life
You will not be there
Coz we have nothing more to share

I have never been so satisfied
with anything before in my life no no
Leaving you was the best thing I could do
I’m so glad we are through
(REPEAT CHORUS)

Finally
I can see
We're never meant to be
(REPEAT CHORUS)

Kissing you goodbye
No more needs to try
Now I know exactly
What I wanna do in my life
You will not be there
Coz we nothing more to share
Kissing you goodbye


Tuesday, December 16, 2008
@ 12:15 AM

When i wake up in the morning

All i want to feel is your love

All i think is about you baby

And how i feel your love

It only took that one time

Now you're the only thing on my mind

Baby girl all i wanna do is feel your love

I can't stop thinking about you girl

From the first time that i saw you

I never felt this way inside

Yeah i'm not feeling right

It's like you put some kind of spell on me

And i don't know what to do

Cause everywhere i look, all i see is a silhouette of you

See cause i was used to running around

Every night going out

Finding a new girl to go to

But that was until you

Came into my life

Made me change my mind

On what to do

And all the ways i'm used to

When i wake up in the morning

All i want to feel is your love

All i think is about you baby

And how i feel your love

It only took that one time

Now you're the only thing on my mind

Baby girl all i wanna do is feel your love

Yeah, i know i'm losing time

Shorty's no ordinary girl

Baby girl i gotta play this right

She's got me lose my mind

Tryna figure out how to find

What's her name, what she wear, where she from?

Am i asking too much or not enough?

So let me know this feeling's true,

Cause i all i wanna do

Is get a little closer to you

Baby if you only knew

Just let me know what i gotta do

So how's it feel to know that i

Can't get you off my mind

Constantly day and night i think of you

I'm caught up on you, that part's true

When i wake up in the morning

All i want to feel is your love

All i think is about you baby

And how i feel your love

It only took that one time

Now you're the only thing on my mind

Baby girl all i wanna do is feel your love

Just want to feel your love (and i, and i)

All i want is to feel your touch (because, because)

Just knowing you ain't enough, (girl i, girl i)

Baby girl all i need is your love

Just want to feel your love (and i, and i)

All i want is to feel your touch (because, because)

Just knowing you ain't enough, (girl i, girl i)

Baby girl all i need is your love

When i wake up in the morning

All i want to feel is your love

All i think is about you baby

And how i feel your love

It only took that one time

Now you're the only thing on my mind

Baby girl all i wanna do is feel your love



Friday, December 12, 2008
@ 11:35 PM
I have this feeling that you got feelings for me, but I'm not sure whether you really do have feelings for me. Pathetic.


Wednesday, December 10, 2008
@ 11:55 PM
You came after your FAM outing, looking so happy. It makes me feel happy yet inferior of myself. At the foodcourt, you kept looking at your phone and smiling. I got this feeling that the messages are from him. I tried my best to look normal in front of you, yet I'm abnormally talking, as I don't really like to talk much.

After Vanneh went off the bus, i was all along thinking of Jason's advice: Forget you as you are too wild for me, and i almost teared. But it's ok, since you're happy being with him, so be it. I can't change the fact you're already with him. I've lost my chance once too many times. Letting you go is also a way to love&respect you as well. I'm getting on with my life. I think this shall be my last post for a very long time.


Monday, December 8, 2008
@ 12:28 AM
The consequence of not giving up: Getting more and more hurt!


Sunday, December 7, 2008
@ 12:08 PM
uh huh

Went to find Kang first at bunk at 3, expecting some others to be late lol Kelvin and my gina (Kenneth) arrived first. After saying hi, they went to arcade. Continued waiting for Jor, Vanneh, Mich and Yasmin to come. Then slacked outside to continue waiting for Jason, Nicole and Jie Kai. Rotted down there for quite some time, cos dunno whr to go. In the end, Kenneth, Kelvin and Kai went to Parklane to eat first while we went to Bugis to eat o.o Only me, kang and vanneh were eating. Afterwhich, walked down to suntec to 'find' 'Jia Yan' budden forgot what the shop name's called, GG. So just walkwalk, then makan at Pepper Lunch =.= The food there is avg, but it costs me 11.90 for one curry pepper beef rice + pepsi? *gek xim* Then slacked again, and bought alcohol to drink :x bodoh lar, one whole Cheers, don't have huge variety, only a few. After that went home at abt 1230..


Jasmine, I miss you. I said that I wanted to forget you, but.... you're always on my mind.

To xuan:

I know how you feel right now, I'm also going through the same thing. However, I don't wish to see you like this... Cheer up girl!


Thursday, December 4, 2008
@ 10:28 PM
Woah, I suddenly have this feeling of giving up now. Well, it's fine that i give up, I'm still very young at the age of 16.5. There's a whole forest out there. Why should i aim just one tree? Sometimes, I do even ask myself, what do I see in her? Her beauty? nah, I'm not the guy who really go for the looks. It's her character, I suppose that seems attractive to me. *Ponders* Afterall, this is just an infatuation, whatever it's called.
Yeah, I should give up on her. Jubic Wong Chun Kiat, better forget everything about her, ok? Just treat her like a normal friend, will do. Yeah?


@ 2:18 PM
1. What your full name ? Pajiao si boh?
2.Do you like your name ? You tell me lar?
3. How long have you live th person you currently like ? AI PA SI BOH?
4. Have you kissed anyone before ? Kiam pa.
5. Did you cry today ? Boh la, jibai.
6. What are you doing at 8am this morning ? Sleeping lar
7. What are you doing an hour ago ? Audi
8. What are you currently doing ?Doing the quiz, seriously kiam pa.
9. Who last texted you a message ? Jared.
10. Have you told anyone you love them today? I everyday tell everyone i love jasmine lar -.- happy?
11. Are you missing anyone right now ? Jasmine lar -.-
12. Any plans for tomorrow ? Saturday bu zui bu gui
13. What was the reason behind e last time you cried? Jasmine?
14. Anyone you want to be with right now ? At home lar bodoh?
15. Have you kissed anyone whose name started w/ a "S"? I not so stupid to lose my first kiss now.
16. Name somebody who made you smile today ? No one
17. Name somebody whose name start w/ Z ? Zixuan
18. Which friend of your stay nearby to you ? Some of my classmates.
19. Do you prefer call or text? MSN best.
20. Do you prefer today or yesterday ? How i wish I'm out today, or today never happen.
21. Can you live w/ a day w/o television and handphone? Duh?
22. Are you mad about anything right now? Can't you feel?
23. Do you ever think that relationship is worth it ? I once did but not currently
24. Who was last you visited in a hospital? C'mon, I'm a loner.
25. Who was your second last & last hug from? Last was from xuan?
26. What does your last msg in your handphone says ? Jared changing his number
27. Define life. Pathetic
28. Do you hate anybody? Why should i?
29. Who was the last person you called ? Sky
30. Who usually you send the most text in the month ? Chengkang?
31. 10 ppl to suffer, ANYONE.


Monday, December 1, 2008
@ 2:08 AM
Qn 1. The person that tag/ pass me this is ?
Aloy
Qn 2. The relationship between him & her is ?
Brothers?
Qn 3. Your five expression of her & him is ?
Lame, Jovial, Funny.
Qn 4. The most memorable he & she have done for you is ?
Allowing me to ton in his house, when i cannot go home? LOL
Qn 5. The most memorable he & she have said to you is ?
Err? Don't rmb.
Qn 6. If he & she become your lover you will ?
Sounds so wrong.
Qn 7. If he & she become your lover , thing she/he need to improve on ?
Err. Dunno
Qn 8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ?
Quite hard.
Qn 9. If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason will be ?
He backstabbed?
Qn 10. The most desired thing you wanna do for him/her is ?
Err dunno
Qn 11. Your overall impression on him/her is?
Funny
Qn 12. How do you think the people around you feel for you ?
Pathetic
Qn 13. The characters that i love about myself are ?
Nothing
Qn 14. On the contrary , what about the characters i hate about myself ?
Alot of things
Qn 15. The most ideal person you want to be is ?
Millionaire
Qn 16. For people that love, care and concern for you, you say something to them ?
Thank you. I love you too.
Qn 17. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you want to know they think of you, they arebombing time
Anyone who sees this.
Qn 18. Who is no.6 having relationship with ?
Don't know
Qn 19. No.9 is a male or female ?
Don't know
Qn 20. If No.7 & No. 10 is together, will it be a good thing ?
Don't know
Qn 21. What is No.2 studying about ?
Don't know
Qn 22. When is the last time you speak to No.3?
Don't know
Qn 23. What kind of music band No.8 like ?
Don't know
Qn 24. Does No.1 have any siblings ?
Don't know
Qn 25. Will you woo No. 3?
Don't know
Qn 26. How about No. 7?
Don't know
Qn 27. Is No.4 single ?
Don't know
Qn 28. What is the surname of No.5?
Don't know
Qn 29. What is the hobby of No. 10?
Don't know
Qn 30. Does No.5 & No. 9 get along well?
Don't know
Qn 31. Where is No. 2 studying at ?
Don't know
Qn 32. Talk something casually about No.1?
Don't know
Qn 33. Have you tried developing feelings for No. 6?
Don't know
Qn 34. Where does No.9 lives at ?
Don't know
Qn 35. What colour does No.4 like ?
Don't know
Qn 36. Are No.5 [and No. 1 good friends?
Don't know
Qn 37. Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world ?
Don't know
Qn 38. What is No. 6 doing now ?
Don't know