'You never lose by loving. You always lost by holding back.'

'The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have.'

'Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.'

'When I see you smile and know that it is not for me, that is when I will miss you the most.'

'I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most.'

'When It's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you.'

'I hate you...and then I love you...it's like I want to throw you off a cliff....then rush to the bottom to catch you... '

'It hurts the most when i can actually feel your heart crying.'

'I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave without a sound, except that of my heart shattering as it hits the ground.'

'Oh, I shouldn’t care or wonder where and how you are. But I can’t hide this hurt inside my broken heart. I’m fighting back emotions that I’ve never fought before, ‘cause I’m not supposed to love you.'

Though these quotes aren't originated from me, but they seem to describe how am i feeling at the moment.

Today, got back my Maths paper. Dang lost to michelle again i think =.=! A1 for P1 (76.25/100) and C6 for P2 (52/100). Overall is 64/100 B4 T_T! Mich got 69 B3, heard from someone that Akmal got A2 wtf?! ): Now more people thrashing me in maths ew!? Then Geog paper, confirm+chop+guarantee fail, even though i haven't seen the paper. D&T paper, only two passes i think, Mich and WeiJie :x Mich is a 'monster' LOL Sorry if got the chance to see this, Mich. Tmr i think will get back Chemistry o:? So yeah, bye for the moment.

The thought of you being sad, makes me want to cry my heart out, taking a knife and commit suicide.