This is what i felt during the past one month or so OR maybe even before this past month (last year counted too.). If i don't voice out now, i'm not sure when&how im going to the next time. (There are also others who feels the same way as me, two of them are from my links.) I'm not copying them or what. If you think that i'm just a copycat of the two of them, so be it (: I got no other comments. All i can say is this: Great Minds Think Alike. Ever heard of this phrase? I'm not saying that i'm great or what. Nobody is born perfect in this life. Take me for example, i'm born a 'tube baby' (ask your parents if you don't know what is a tube baby. Try touching the back of the left of my neck, you would feel something small budging out.), i had an op immediately after i was born out of my mother's womb, which in turn affected my nerves, causing me to walk in that awkward manner. And one more thing, which i seriously WON'T want others to know except for my future spouse. I bet that some of you would have discovered it yourself.
1. Why is there so much disputes among each other? You know i won't take sides, so don't ask me for any opinion about it, though i know you all didn't, in the first place (I apologize to whoever first if you think that i'm thinking that you're taking advantage of me just because i'm a softie.). Thus, don't ever try thinking of doing so.
2. Do you treat me as a friend? If so, why don't share things (secrets) with me? Like yesterday, went to stalk one of you in Habbo, and i noticed you're in a locked room. Tried multiple times to enter, but to no avail, and got rejected. Be honest with me lar dey! I can feel damn left out, do you know? But most of the times is during outings.
3. I'm sure i am the first one who took a liking in her. Ok i admit i do like her too. But did i do anything to show that i like her? Nope i didn't, instead i kept it to myself and gave her up because i didn't wanna hurt my relationship with her and you guys who are also interested in her. I only told her that i like her in MSN, and expressed my feelings in my personal message or nick. What's the problem with it? It's my msn, i do whatever i want to it. Do you guys have to like keep bugging me about who i like, expose it to other people and even make a joke out of it? Use your eyes to see. It's my secret. You guys also put those kinds of things in your PM or nick right? But did i even chup you? No, i didn't because i use my eyes to see the things around me. I'm not implementing that you guys don't have any eyes. Since you guys got alot of secrets you don't want to share, i do have mine too, you know? Subsequently, I hate being teased for these stupid reasons, i know you won't like it either if i do the same to you. (You know who you are (Be it last year or this year.).). And also, keep your hanky panky(s) inside your heart lar, don't express it out to sensitive people who are single especially me.
4. One last thing, I know that we're always in a big group of more than 5 people. But do you have to procrastinate the journey to somewhere, just to settle some minor and superficial problems? Can't you settle it on the way or when we reached the destination? Yes, i'm a very impatient person. I love doing things ASAP, without delays. This can be seen during my Dai Dee games with Eugene and Xuan.
That's the end of my grousings.
Tmr's outing shall be my last.
As promised to my parents since last week, I will be dissappearing on Sunday at 2359. I won't be contacting you guys anymore except on weekends.
