Love is like a Rose

Love is much like a wild rose...
beautiful and calm...
but willing to draw blood...
in its defense...

Thee Rose


Jubic Wong Chun Kiat 黄俊杰 is his name
28 May 1992 is the day when he had his first cry
Gemini is his horoscope
IT and Programming is his ♥
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Monday, June 30, 2008
@ 6:21 PM
KNS this notebook's internet connection is pissing me off.

Just had my MT Os oral. If im not wrong, it would be screwed. Ahh dun want to talk abt it. Then morning was Maths P2. Did the graph qns first like what Lakh advised. But you know what? Most of the given co-ordinates WERE WRONG WTF CAN. I have to like recalculate to get the correct one. Last half hour then that Mrs Tan come say interrupt say that the given co-ordinates were wrong. Then qns 3 was about radian. Ms Lim didn't even teach us that lor kns! If i not wrong, qns 4 ALSO got abit of problem -.- dumbo. Ok bye LOL


Friday, June 27, 2008
@ 7:05 PM
School
Finally it's Friday. Today just had my Geography paper which was like damn screwed LOL (like always). Yesterday was Sci P1 and P3.. Seems average, do-able. Tues was Maths P1 *yawn*. Monday was SS -.- same as Geog. Nightmare subjects (SS and Geog) are over. Can concentrate on my Maths P2 on coming Monday, which i think probably would be set by Mrs. Segar, like last year, when she 'killed' most of us (Though i was the top for maths in three classes with 50+/100 (:!) -scared! Not quite used to blogging anymore LOL abit lazy already since there isn't much interesting stuffs happening in school. Budden seriously, i got nothing to do at home. After each exams everyday, just come back sleep whole day till evening and revise for the next day's exam.

Personal
Have been thinking of you since we last gathered together on Saturday, just couldn't seem to get you off my mind, though i already got an answer from you. Kept wondering how have you been, are you able to sleep well, what's on your mind etc. I do really hope that i would forget about you (which i am trying). Sometimes i forgot how you look like. But the memories and moments of all of us together never seem to fade. Is this a good or bad thing? I am not sure myself. It seems to me that gorging myself with lots of food satify me somehow. It prevents me from thinking of you.


Sunday, June 22, 2008
@ 7:27 PM
This is my last post of the holiday, before i officially 'hibernate' from the cyber world. Life's has been very great this past one month. Lots of tonnings&outings going on here and there. Once again i wanna say that I LOVE TONNING AT YOUR HOUSE XUAN LOL! There's also good and bad times during this period, if you know what i mean. No matter what happends, we shall never lose contacts of each other yeah (As if we'll like that LOL)? These two upcoming weeks i would be having my prelims YAMATEH~~ But i still like GAMBATEH LOL.

Approximately four hours before i officially hibernate. EW!


@ 10:13 AM
Went to meet up with elvis darling and kang twinneh at amk at 2 -.- supposed to be at 130. Then tgt zhao to vivo, supposed to wait for weixiang, but that bloody bastard never turn up, sua. Reached liao vivo, then call wc, they are still at dhoby =.= waiting for few people. So only met up altgt at 230. Meet up liao STILL have to wait for few more people -.- Afterwhich went to habourfront food junction cos some were hungry while elvis darling, kang and solques go sky park first. Reach le sky park, Michael, Kayan, Rusk, Keong, Kelvin, Fiona and two more girls came. As usual in a major outing, we will always sit in different grps -.- then bitched about 'someone' whom almost everyone is interested in bitching about until 7 plus then eat again. After that, some of them went home. Only me, xuan, elvis, jor, heidi (jor's cousin), mich, sky, kuan, jordan went to geylang to catch a drink, but the girls didn't and they went to the nearby kopitiam -.- cos afraid sth might happen. Then we 'hong' one of the service lady LOL. I talked the most -.- wth. Actually she wanna jio us to support her as in buy some drinks. Dunno why saw so many bimbos yesterday, in MRT, then geylang LOL. Then went in two separate ways. The other grp is gng elly chu ton. Only me, jor, mich, jordan, sky, matthew gng home. Uncle Rafi funny die sia LOL. Ok the limo trip costed about 38? Two CCK areas, and to woodlands from geylang. hmm quite ok. Just that i owe Uncle Rafi 3. Reached home le. Open door cannot open -.- parents lock me outside wtf. Sua lor, went to coffee shop watch soccer till morning -.-! Wanted to zhao to elly chu budden no bus/MRT service alr! Sms-ed xuan awhile till my fone died. She was laughing all the way wtf x.x when i told her everything! Reached home at 7am.


Saturday, June 21, 2008
@ 12:30 AM
This is what i felt during the past one month or so OR maybe even before this past month (last year counted too.). If i don't voice out now, i'm not sure when&how im going to the next time. (There are also others who feels the same way as me, two of them are from my links.) I'm not copying them or what. If you think that i'm just a copycat of the two of them, so be it (: I got no other comments. All i can say is this: Great Minds Think Alike. Ever heard of this phrase? I'm not saying that i'm great or what. Nobody is born perfect in this life. Take me for example, i'm born a 'tube baby' (ask your parents if you don't know what is a tube baby. Try touching the back of the left of my neck, you would feel something small budging out.), i had an op immediately after i was born out of my mother's womb, which in turn affected my nerves, causing me to walk in that awkward manner. And one more thing, which i seriously WON'T want others to know except for my future spouse. I bet that some of you would have discovered it yourself.

1. Why is there so much disputes among each other? You know i won't take sides, so don't ask me for any opinion about it, though i know you all didn't, in the first place (I apologize to whoever first if you think that i'm thinking that you're taking advantage of me just because i'm a softie.). Thus, don't ever try thinking of doing so.

2. Do you treat me as a friend? If so, why don't share things (secrets) with me? Like yesterday, went to stalk one of you in Habbo, and i noticed you're in a locked room. Tried multiple times to enter, but to no avail, and got rejected. Be honest with me lar dey! I can feel damn left out, do you know? But most of the times is during outings.

3. I'm sure i am the first one who took a liking in her. Ok i admit i do like her too. But did i do anything to show that i like her? Nope i didn't, instead i kept it to myself and gave her up because i didn't wanna hurt my relationship with her and you guys who are also interested in her. I only told her that i like her in MSN, and expressed my feelings in my personal message or nick. What's the problem with it? It's my msn, i do whatever i want to it. Do you guys have to like keep bugging me about who i like, expose it to other people and even make a joke out of it? Use your eyes to see. It's my secret. You guys also put those kinds of things in your PM or nick right? But did i even chup you? No, i didn't because i use my eyes to see the things around me. I'm not implementing that you guys don't have any eyes. Since you guys got alot of secrets you don't want to share, i do have mine too, you know? Subsequently, I hate being teased for these stupid reasons, i know you won't like it either if i do the same to you. (You know who you are (Be it last year or this year.).). And also, keep your hanky panky(s) inside your heart lar, don't express it out to sensitive people who are single especially me.

4. One last thing, I know that we're always in a big group of more than 5 people. But do you have to procrastinate the journey to somewhere, just to settle some minor and superficial problems? Can't you settle it on the way or when we reached the destination? Yes, i'm a very impatient person. I love doing things ASAP, without delays. This can be seen during my Dai Dee games with Eugene and Xuan.

That's the end of my grousings.

Tmr's outing shall be my last.

As promised to my parents since last week, I will be dissappearing on Sunday at 2359. I won't be contacting you guys anymore except on weekends.


Tuesday, June 17, 2008
@ 10:35 PM
Hello people, esp to them & others which i hang out alot with or used to hang out with.

The purpose of the post now is that i am leaving for my O levels and thus i wanna talk about some people which i cherish alot (I won't be going out anymore, maybe this thurs (eddie host) might be the last?

Firstly, would be:



♥JieJin
First met him last year on Sherminh's bday with solques at ECP yet i knew him on Habbo for like 1-2 years. He is quite a nice-to-hang-out-with, helpful, fun-loving yet can be very serious kind of person. He's also a person who doesn't like to owe other people stuffs, esp. favours. Btw, he's also the host of most of my outings.





Second person that i would like to comment *drum rolls*:

♥ZiXuan
Imma forgotten if imma got met her before this June holidays, but i officially hang out with her and the rest together at the end of last month and started crushing on her since then :X She's a very nice girl overall, funny, cheerful, caring, fun-loving too and sometimes blunt. She would always be the first to cheer me up (in this period of time) when im sad/emo. I wanted to jio her, but i know my limitations yeah :D Thus, my final decision is that i rather her still be one of my beloveds.

The third one would be:




♥Joranne



Can't remember since when i met her in Habbo, two years i suppose, but started meeting her only last November. A bloody cute 'bimbo' (This was what i used to call her.). Learnt how to smoke from her last year LOL RANDOM bodoh (I was feeling stressed at that time when i first smoked)! Budden stopped until this month then started again by Matthew wtfxz LOL. I remember that in Habbo there was a period that i was crushing on her man LOL.. Kept cloning her and whatsoever. It was so fun. Everyone thought that we were a couple x.x



Fourthly:
♥Elly
The randomest of the group LOL. Very annoying at times but also can be very funny, caring luh. Used to crush on her too x.x (Why am i crushing on so many girls?) Also tries to cheer me up when she noticed that im down







Fifth:
♥Aloy
Firstly, i want to say is that: IT'S SO HARD TO FIND YOUR PHOTO DAMN IT LOL! ok hmm... This guy hor, very comical. Everytime his earphones also with him x.x Started knowing him only this month. Very communicable (new word?). And he has a cute brother LOL. Looks like shawn, but he less chubby. If i got his pic, sure upload (:

Sixth:
♥Shi Pei (Sorry no pic)
Also got to know her from Habbo (She mentioned cannot disclose her IGN) since two years ago. Wasn't really close with her in the first place. I was a fan of hers in Habbo and almost wanted to jio her until i got to know of her 'age' LOL. Then until last year i joined Litez, i got to know her more and became one of my bestie in Habbo. She taught me alot of stuffs same as JJ, and i sometimes confide in her about my personal life. But ever since Litez bade goodbye, i haven't been able to talk to her (even though i got her msn :l). Miss those times man when Litez was still around.

Seventh:
♥Geraldine

Ain't she a chio bu? LOL... also got to know her last year in Habbo. Then was told by Yunting that she is also from CHC OMG LOL. She is Wang RenFu's 'wifey' LOL. I love talking craps with her. The same as Shi Pei, it's been quite some time since i talked to her ):
















Eighth and Ninth:
♥Jason and ♥Vanneh(No pic too, but shud know who am i talking about)
This 'kor' and 'jie' of mine never fails to crack me up when i'm down. Jason; Most of the time also got something funny to talk about. Also shared with them some of my personal life, and in return gave comments too. When i started smoking, Jason would always try to like stop me from doing so, lol. (im trying to like stop it now.) One more thing: Jason has a 'secret' with me! LOL! and Vanneh, cheer up yo♥ (I just got to know about 'it'.)

Tenth:
♥Elvis
OMG IT'S L ELVIS, you look very dao in this pic hubby (LOL)! aiyah i still love you anyway. Thanks for the memorable and random times ILY!









Here are the ten most important people in my cyber life who have made a great impact in it. Enjoy these testimonials! P.S. Don't need to feel touched. It's just my 'appreciation speech' towards you all♥ I hope that Fate would allow us to meet again yeah? LOVES YOU GUYS LOTS BABEH!


@ 10:32 PM
I have just faced the consequence of not taking any 'actions' but only telling you that i like you. Now someone else took the initiative. Im not eating sour grapes, im really not. I know my own limitations. I'm physically handicapped, so i didn't pin high hopes on myself being able to jio you. I'm sure that you don't depise me cos of this, like what you told me the last time.I know that not it's not just me who is crushing on you. I suppose there's a few more which i got no idea who they are or i'm reluctant to say as i am afraid that i will lose them as a friend. I wish you 2 all the best if you becomes a couple♥ with anyone of 'them', yeah? I hope that any of the guys who are trying to jio you would succeed yeah. Even if you do not accept anyone of them, it doesn't matter to me anymore. All i wish for that you would stay as the cheerful girl i know and you would be always in my heart, i love you.


@ 11:53 AM
HELLO, solques tagged me his quiz ._.

Pass this quiz to 10 ppl you wish to know how they feel about you:

1. JJ
2. Xuan
3. Joranne
4. Elly
5. Aloysius
6. Shi Pei
7. Geraldine
8. Jason
9. Elvis
10. Nessa

1) Who is 6 having a relationship with? Johan
2) Is 9 a male or female? MY GAY PARTNER! LOL
3) If 7 and 10 together, will it be a good thing? I don't even think they know each other bodoh!
4) What is 2 studying about? S3 sci when she S2 LOL
5) When is the last time you had a chat with 3? Yesterday
6) What kind of music band does 8 likes? The Click 5 i suppose.
7) Does 1 have any sibilings? Yes, i think one brother.
8) Would you woo 8? Eh LOL i'll consider if im a girl.
9) How about 7? EH LOL SHE'S LIKE MY BIG SISTER.
10) Is 4 a single? Yea, but i think she's not available.
11) What's the surname of 5? Goh
12) What's the name of 10? Vanessa (Full name idk)
13) What's the hobby of 4? Idk
14) Does 5 and 9 get along well? IDK!
15) Where is 2 studying at? Westwood Sec. Cant rmb.
16) Where is 9 staying at now? AMK that side.
17) What colour does 4 likes? Red i think LOL
18) Are 1 and 5 besties? Well, yes.
19) Does 7 like 2? They would be lesbians if they like each other LOL.
20) Does 1 have any pets? I doubt so

Add on from Sherman's

21) How long do you wait for someone you love? As long as possible
22) What do you want to do now? Get money and eat. Me r hungry.
23) If there is a miracle, what would you want? Her
24) Do you hate your friends? My Habbo friends nope, my school friends YES!
25) Where do you wish to die? Somewhere over the rainbow.
26) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain? Duhxz.
27) What are the impossible things you wish would happen or do? Turn time back
28) Is there something you wish that never had happen? Alot.
29) What if your crush asks you out? I would be the happiest boy for that moment.
30) What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks? Prelims to be over soon, More outings.


Sunday, June 15, 2008
@ 9:24 AM
Just woke up from a bloody call from that bitch.

The last two days was oooooooh my GAWD!
Firstly we went to West Coast. (Shall not elaborate)

Then imma went to xuan's crib to ton on fri. OMG lar though abit small the area is, BUT THE DESIGN OF THE HOUSE IS DAMN 'SEXY' LOL! xuan, i also love you house girl P.S. your 'horny' dog also ♥.♥
People present: (included xuan already since we tonning at her house) Me, JJ, Joranne, Michelle, Aloy, Matthew, Sky, WC and Ken :D(Hope i don't left any out.)
Didn't do so much things though x.x so we went down to the playground to slack for hours. Bitched about some people, if i not wrong. Then went to makan at nearby foodcourt with xuan,joranne,matthew&sky.
Was supposed to da bao some things for JJ&WC, budden forgot, find some excuse LOL. Then continue bitching, while me went to sleep at the bench. (i becoming more like an 流浪汉, sleep anywhere.) Then about 4-5, went back to her house. JJ,WC&Sky went to sleep.
Imma was semi-sleepy, but just can't get to sleep x.x (me, xuan and two more didn't sleep at all), sleep awhile wake up and vice versa. So just continue talking till morning. Then xuan went to buy macs, 10 minutes after me and Matthew (or is it someone else?) went to welcome them LOL. Told xuan that her egg's 'urinating' she dun believe LOL. Talked till like about 1030 then zhao to find elly. Then went to Parklane to LAN and pool (imma is noob in pool so dun expect me to play, but if you want teach i is ok LOL), saw eddie (He called me a bloody fucker ):!). Walked around town then for dunno how long, then went to makan at foodcourt again. Me is no money to buy food and no appetite. So just only bought Bandung. (Oh yah, Jason and Nicole *ahem* came)
Then after that, went to MRT to go home (Jason&Nicole, me and xuan.) Xuan is green line, me want pei her, but she insist me not to x.x since it's so near and scared that i might not take the last damn train. So went with Jason and Nicole, then suddenly and randomly talked about yisheng LOL. Jason is like can see that i like 'her' (NOT NICOLE LOL!) x.x

Reached home at about 12? Then KO-ed -.-

P.S. 不知道要怎样跟你说。


Wednesday, June 11, 2008
@ 5:07 PM
Two hours ago, while watching tv, i suddenly cried out as there was a scene which reminds me of myself. Couldn't help it but cry.


@ 12:17 PM
yaya i ponten today. So what?

I think i've got a split personality inside me now, which only comes out at night. I'm serious. I only found out yesterday. I don't know why it happened & how it happened.

Stressed!


Tuesday, June 10, 2008
@ 11:39 PM
001. What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?

He's my 'da-ge'

002. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

Obviously, yes, like now.

003. What happened at 10.00am today?

Having chemistry in school?

004. When did you last cry?

Forgotten

005. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?

I don't like peanut butter

006. What do you want in your life right now?

Love

007. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?

I'll just play in the rain

008. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?

My PSP

009. What bottoms are you wearing now?

Charlton Athletic shorts

010. What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?

Apparantly, there's nothing nice.

011. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?

Whatever for? (Pissed)

012. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?

No? -.-

013. What was the last movie you caught?

Secret by Jay Chou i suppose.

014. What are you proud of?

Nothing at all.

015. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?

Lazy check.

016. What was the last song you sang out loud?

Sa Rang Hae Yo, 只对你说 by JJ Lin

017. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?

Bic, Jubic

018. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?

My tuition teacher bought the chem txtbook, TYS and calculator.

019. What time did you go to bed last night?

4am

020. Are you currently happy?

Didn't i mention just now that i was pissed?

021. Who gives you best advice?

1. My parents 2. JJ

022. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

I only eat whipped cream when i order Frappacino in SB™

023. Who did you talk on phone last night?

Can't rmb.

024. Is anything bugging you right now?

OF COURSE LAR, IF NOT WHY IM PISSED?! ASSHOLE!

025. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?

Her, i think?

026. Do you wear toe socks?

Nope.

027. Who was the last person you missed a call from?

Nitro

028. Have you ever had your heartbroken?

LIKE DUH? CAN STOP ASKING NONSENSICAL QNS?!

029. What annoys you most in a person?

read off from my blog.

030. Do you have a crush on anyone?

yahh.

031. Have you ever done cocaine?

me nortt that siao

032. What is the colour of your room?

Purple

033. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?

Yes, please!

034. Do you believed in the saying "talk in cheap"?

wth you talking?

035. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?

MYSELF?! STUPID SIA FUCKER

036. Who was the last person to hug you?

JJ

037. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?

Like duh?! We were playing Dares!

038. Do you have a life?

DOES A SCREWED UP LIFE COUNTED AS ONE?!

039. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?

Like i care.

040. What is the reason behind your profile song?

♥Her

041. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?

forgotten

042. Last time you smiled?

Last Sunday

043. Have you changed this year?

I doubt so.

044. What are you listening to right now?

Low - Florida feat T-Pain

045. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?

No, i hate multi-tasking

046. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?

Opend duh! STOP ASKING NONSENSE CAN!

047. Is there a quote you live by?

No.

048. Do you want someone you can't have?

OF COURSE LAR FUCKER!

049. Have you ever played an instrument?

Nope.

050. What was the worst idea you've had in week?

Jump off the building

051. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?

Using my laptop

052. Are you happy with your love life right now?

NO, CAUSE IT'S SO SCREWED!

053. What song describes your love life?

Not even one, even though i listen to alot of them

054. Does the person know that you like him/her?

Yes, i think

055. Who always make you laughs?

JJ they all.

056. Do you speak other language other than English?

Chinese

057. Are you blond?

Me natural black

058. What your middle name?

Chun

059. What are you doing tomorrow?

School

060. What do you think you are like?

A dumb handicapped

061. Who will you choose to die with?

No one, Im not that evil

062. Where have you been today?

School.

063. What game do you play often?

Habbo, Audi, Conquer

064. Who are you missing right now?

♥Her

065. If you've to choose between friend & love, who will you choose?

Both

066. What are you doing right now?

DOING THIS STUPID QUESTIONNAIRE?! STOP ASKING THESE QNS LAR

067. Which primary school are you from?

SLPS

068. Name 3 colours that you like

Black, Blue, Red

069 what emotion you like to show?

Emo

070. What is life to you?

Boring

071. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?

Torture myself

072. Who did you last chat in msn today?

Sherry, she sent me this questionnaire cos i am bored.

073. Who do you admire the most?

♥Her

074. Which month are you born in?

May

075. How are you feeling right now?

HOW MANY TIMES MUST I SAY THAT IM PISSED?!

076. What is the time now?

2333

077. Where are you now?

HOME LAR DEY!

078. What colour did you use to dye hair?

Black?!

079. Why are you doing this test?

Cos im bored and pissed.

080. What do you do when you're moody?

Torture myself?! DIDN'T I SAID IT JUST NOW!

081. At which age you wish to get marry?

ASAP

082. Do you prefer coffee or tea?

I prefer me

083. Do you think you have enough confident?

No

084. Who is the person you trust the most?

JJ&friends

085. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?

Usually

086. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?

♥Being together with her.

087. What is your goal for this year?

Clear Os

088. Do you believe in eternity love?

Not really

089. What feeling do you love most?

Emo

090. Do you really think its Global Warming now?

Not really

091. What feeling you hate the most?

Being ignored.

092. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

Yes

093. Do you believe in God?

Yes

094. Who cares for you the most?

♥Her

095. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

♥Her as of now

096. What’ll you bring when you fight?

OF COURSE SOME WEAPONS?!

097. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?

Being born in this stupid world handicapped

098. How would you feel when no one no longer cares for you?

Aren't you asking the obvious?

099. What if your stead two-timed you?

I'll allow her to be with the other guy since she doesn't have the feelings for me anymore.


@ 7:45 AM
Saw some 'pictures' which made me damn quite low.
Not sure whether those are yours or somebody else's.
But the bottomline still is: I 'care about' you.

P.S. Later going to school till 5PM again -.-


@ 12:05 AM
Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning an eternal flame

I believe it's meant to be, darling
I watch you when you are sleeping
You belong with me
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame

Say my name
sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling

Say my name
sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
But is this burning an eternal flame


Monday, June 9, 2008
@ 11:43 PM
1. What age do you wish to marry?

- Not sure

2. What you want the most right now?

- Go up to her and confess

3. What will you do if one fine day, somebody hurts you?

- I'll either hurt that somebody back, emo like siao or bo chup

4. Something to describe yourself.

- Quiet, fun-lover.

5. If you have 1 more dream to fufil, what would it be?

- St. As for Os

6. What are you afraid to lose now?

- Her, as a friend

7. Do you believe in eternal love?

- Perhaps, yeah?

8. If you meet someone that you like, would you confess to him/her?

- Hmm yeah, but i'll need some time

9. If you had a room of cash, how would you spend it?

- Use it for her happiness

10. What are the requirement(s) that you yearn for the other half?

- adorable, long hair, fun-loving and at least some 'shape' x3

11. Which type of person do you hate the most?

- steppers (even though imma is one), xialaners, guailaners.

12. So, do you cherish every friendship you had?

- OF COURSE DUH! (Most of them)

13. What do you want to do when you're only left with an hour time on Earth?

- Tell her 'I Love You' and spend the time tgt

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

- There's alot leh.. Friends, family, studies etc.

15. Do you find it a need for you to have boyfriend/girlfriend?

- uh, not really, IMMA NOT DESPO OK LOL!(though i have feelings for her)

16. What do you want your friends to be like?

- any type will do except for those kinds which i hate.

17.What things/objects do you love/like most in your possession?

- My notebook&PSP

18. What is your favourite hobby?

- going out with besties, tonning, using the computer

19. If you're feeling low, who would you turn to?

- Her, maybe?

20. Who/what do you treasure most in life?

- Friendships&Kinships

Tagged by: Sherry


@ 6:07 PM
lol just came back from school (chem&phy), was late -.-

chem was still ok, got alot of mental calculations which exhausted alot of brain cells (Mole Concept) for four hours ): after that went to the PPC shop to have a drink (Two weeks no go his shop liao, miss him man LOL) waited for about one hour and few minutes for the drink as there was alot of ppl and since imma is one of his regulars so imma dun mind.. But the strange thing is that alot of office ppl came o.o usually not that many came. Ordered Honey Milk Tea with A FEW EXTRA TOPPINGS OF JELLIES AND PEARLS UP TO 2 DOLLARS LOL! Cos no money to buy normal food x.x (Now having spaghetti tho) Then went back to school canteen to catch some sleep till 1400 which is time for phy ._. Ms Baey today taught new chapter (Prac Elect), ANOTHER BRAIN-CELL-DRAINING TOPIC =.=! Still got abit of theory at the end though (just copy from txtbk) Ended lesson at 1700. Now waiting for tuition tcher to come >.<

♥050608 is when another new 'chapter' of my life started, but will it bear fruit? I wish so.


Sunday, June 8, 2008
@ 2:08 PM
♥ Couldn't help but keep noticing you

About eight people just tonned at my house (!) IS SHIOK DE LOR WTFXZ! Not like the first one, not so tired. 'They' reached my house at around 11 PM+ (?) Imma very happy that 'she' came, even though she said couldn't ton in the first place ^^v! was like chua dio when i saw 'her' with 'them'.

Roamed around my surroundings for a few times to buy (play with the 7-11 cashier LOL) stuffs. RANDOMXZ BODOH! Imma gambled with two guys, but in the end lost $2.50 *yawn* pro lar he ):! About four of 'us' including me didn't sleep. NOT TIRED BODOHXZ... (cos open-ed a bottle of XO (small) LOL HIGH MANXZ and also smoked abit here and there OOOPS! LOL) budden is just no appetite to eat for a few hours. Recovered appetite only one hour ago with one bite of prata and small piece of chicken meat.. then sent them off in taxi.

*sings 甜密密*

P.S. 我真的很开心; budden i had to stop for the moment already guys cos of my Os, yeah? Thanks for ytd, i sure will not forget it and you guys will be always in my heart♥

2nd P.S. In the morning, 'you' suddenly cried, i kena chua dio, yet i did not know what to do, except bringing you tissue. Felt so useless.


Friday, June 6, 2008
@ 12:56 PM
Yesterday had a BBQ at Matthew's place. Had some fun yet some dissappointment.. (nvm)

Woke up at 7 and do 'usual stuffs'. Then head down to bedok at 9; meet up with JJ, zixuan, nitro, elly and zhiyin to buy some food and equipments. Afterwhich went to JJ's to take the sotongs and stingrays. Cabbed down to Matt house to prepare all the food. While doing so, bombed his phone -.- 1pm or so then come down. (the guard damn kb sia -.-, can't do anything before he comes out). Even after he came down, also can't swim wtf _l_. Then at about 3/4+, Sky and his gf came. About 5 then started BBQ-ing (hungry). About 7/8 then Joranne&Michelle, Jason&Nicole&Kelvin arrived. At 9 packed up and went home... Actually wanted to ton at ECP budden -.- so sua lor went home. Reached home at about 11.

P.S. I think im gonna MIA for a period of time now till my Os are finished ):

2nd P.S. Anyone wanna ton tmr?

3rd P.S. ♥我渐渐的喜欢上你了。但是, 没胆量跟你说、也根本没资格去喜欢你。可是, 你可知我喜欢你吗?就算你真的知道,你会喜欢我吗?这就很难说。


Wednesday, June 4, 2008
@ 1:08 PM

P.S. LOL THIS IS SO RANDOM! nothing to be happy with anyway LOL!
P.P.S. 这又何必?最后还是自己吃亏。嗨!


Tuesday, June 3, 2008
@ 2:01 PM
Oh oh Oh oh Oh, Oh oh Oh oh Oh,
Oh oh Oh oh Oh, Oh oh Oh oh Oh,
Oh oh Oh oh Oh, Oh oh Oh oh Oh.

In the beginning, I tried to warn you
You play with fire, it's gonna burn you
And here we are now, same situation
You never listen, I never listen
Now I am thinking of a way that I can make an escape
It's got me caught up in a web and my hearts the prey
Do you really wanna throw your heart away, away, away?

Everybody's hurt somebody before
Everybody's been hurt by somebody before
You can change but you'll always come back for more
It's a game and we are all just victims of love.
Don't try to fight it, victims of love
You can't decide it, victims of love
Oh oh Oh oh Oh, victims of love
Oh oh Oh oh Oh.

Now you've back tracked, you're running away'
cause it just happened again and you just want it to end
You're trying your best not to let yourself go cold, so cold.
Now you think about the things you thought you wanted to say
But when you open up your mouth it don't come out that way
Are you really gonna throw your heart away, away, away?

Everybody's hurt somebody before
Everybody's been hurt by somebody before
You can change but you'll always come back for more
It's a game and we are all just victims of love.
Don't try to fight it, victims of love
You can't decide it, victims of love
Oh oh Oh oh Oh, victims of love
Oh oh Oh oh Oh, victims of love.

In the beginning, I tried to warn you
You play with fire, it's gonna burn you
And here we are now, same situation,
You never listen, I never listen

Everybody's hurt somebody before
Everybody's been hurt by somebody before
You can change but you'll always come back for more
It's a game and we are all just victims of love.

Everybody's hurt somebody before
Everybody's been hurt by somebody before
You can change but you'll always come back for more
It's a game and we are all just victims of love.

Don't try to fight it, victims of love
You can't decide it, victims of love
Oh oh Oh oh Oh, victims of love
Oh oh Oh oh Oh, victims of love.


Monday, June 2, 2008
@ 8:55 AM
walao damn sheck lar just tonn-ed with JJ, Matthew & Xinyu at my house (damn you xinyu!) LOL!

(Now im like saying out all the words (VERBALLY) that i am typing, so as to avoid spelling mistakes or words)

Met up with JJ at his place at around 5+ ytd then went to TM to exchange his ppc. Afterwhich went back to his place to wait for Matthew to arrive. Arrived liao then slacked at the void deck till 10/11+. Somehow, we thought of something which i have never ever done before: Tonning. Called so many ppl to come, but all cmi.. except for xinyu... so decided liao lor. At first she said got one friend from Jurong, budden buay shun lu lar.. so bo bian... Thus she's the only girl (bleahxz); Matthew still want chio bu come -.-ll Lucky parents bo di. Or else kena whacked.. LOL! Reached home and put down baggages, then called for macs.. then went down to buy cigga lols. Then came back to watch DVD (: budden XY disiao queen sia LOL. Quite strong also for a gal at her age. Two words: 'No Peace' LOL! Noisy till 6AM (she left) then caught some sleep till about 7+. Then 8+ JJ and Matt left, while i had to clean up the room xl

So that's the desc of my first ton LOL. bye!~~~


Sunday, June 1, 2008
@ 9:22 AM
Major outing ytd

people present: me, JJ, zhiyin, zixuan, elly, fabian, weicheng & his friend, wenxuan, yiying, aloy basket, wabbiits, matthew, clifton, solques, vanneh, yasmine, nicole, jason, ryan, michael, wendy, valerie (?), michelle, sherry, elvis, joranne, kenneth & wife & atiqah (correct me if wrong spelling.), wenxuan, and a few more others which i can't (be bothered to) rmb/dunno (Elvis' friends, i suppose).

Met up at city hall SB again. waited for about 30 mins to gather all at that place (aww, jordan bo lai?). Afterwhich, went to vivo for Dares again. Before the game even started, Aloy alr pushed me into the waters. Still nvm leh; but the damn thing is, my HP & JJ's MP3 'had a bath' _l_ now still waiting for it to dry (hairdryer makes it worse, can use oven? LOL!). Tio give ppl hugs x2, thrown into the water x2, whacked by hammers (plastic) x1. Wabbiits suay sia LOL most of the time is him. Then went for dinner and back to the game. Minutes later, left (with a kinda pissed off feeling).

P.S. Sorry again, JJ. It's just that i got this damn habit of making myself stressed up, not cos of my HP, your MP3 and w/e that is wet. Thanks for the drink btw, it kinda made me feel better, not so stressed.