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2010-06-03T11:13:00.001+08:00

http://www.razerzone.com/getimba-share-n-win/ucee8h7

2009-11-09T08:24:00.000+08:00

fuck my life seriously.

2009-11-07T22:40:00.002+08:00

Body's still feeling damn weak after vomiting last night. What's with my body system these days? Every fortnight will bound to vomit.

2009-11-05T18:16:00.003+08:00

Marketing UT kisiao one, all open-ended.

Cognitive okok.

2 UTs down, 3 to go! Jiayou W46E ._.!

How the hell to test on web and new media? Ask us to create mock-ups? kisiao ah lol!

2009-11-02T08:00:00.003+08:00

gahh today damn early reach school alr... 7.30am...

Now 8:01 only four ppl in class ._.

Really lazy blog these days. bleah

I doubt anyone comes to this forsaken blog anw.

2009-10-03T14:22:00.000+08:00

LOL THIS IS FROM FML

Scene 1
Today, I put my sexiest lingerie on, lit candles, put some sensual music on, and got my bed ready to surprise my boyfriend when he came home. I positioned myself in the sexiest pose possible. He came home and didn't come in my room for 20 minutes because of a football game.

Scene 2
Today, trying to be sexy I was sucking on my boyfriends fingers. I was really starting to turn him on, when I noticed something crunchy in my mouth. Turns out, he went digging for treasure up his nose earlier. I found the treasure in my mouth.

2009-09-29T13:05:00.001+08:00

Six more damn days to start of a new school term. So sian ~.~

2009-09-19T16:16:00.002+08:00

Holidays supposed to have fun, but I'm stuck at home, sick.

Vomited just this morning again ^^
No appetite to eat anything since yesterday ^^
Oh FML ^^

2009-09-02T21:43:00.000+08:00

I WANT THIS OMGOMGOMG! -HINTS!

2009-08-15T11:43:00.001+08:00

Re-gathering all links...

2009-07-07T12:13:00.001+08:00

I'm freakingly bored.

What's wrong with me? I have this 'lost' feeling again. Feel this empty feeling anyone...

2009-05-11T16:22:00.000+08:00

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.'

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend.

He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him.

Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.'

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations.

Life Is a Gift

Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion.

Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who died too early on this earth.

Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren...

Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who! wish they had your job..

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us is without sin.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and think: you're alive and still around.

2009-05-05T20:09:00.007+08:00

Birthday Countdown

Wishlist

HP Ottico Laser Bluetooth Wireless Mouse

SkullCandy Headphone

Notebook Pouch

Cue Stick (For my IG, if i passed the trial)

School bag... Sling bag off you go!

There may be more but I can't of any. LOL!

2009-05-03T01:31:00.003+08:00

These are taken from HS's blog

Let me quote the meaning of the words out now:

Small Miracle Inspired Living Everyday = SMILE.

Father And Mother I Love You = FAMILY.

Friend U Can Keep = FUCK.

I иsριrε чσυrsεlf.

L ιstεи to εach σthεr.
O ρεи чσυr hεαrt.
V αlυε чσυr υиισи.
E xρrεss чσυr trυst.

Y ιεld to gσσd sεиsε.
O vεrlσσk мιstαkεs.
U иdεrstαиd dιffεrεиcεs. = I LOVE YOU as a friend.

A first-grade teacher, Ms Tulip (Age 28) was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked,' Boy, what is your problem?'

Boy answered, 'I'm too smart for the first-grade. My sister is in the third-grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the third-grade too!'

Ms Tulip had enough. She took Boy. to the principal's office. While Boy. waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms Tulip he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the first-grade and behave. She agreed.

Boy. was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test.

Principal: 'What is 3 x 3?'

Boy: '9'.

Principal: 'What is 6 x 6?'

Boy: '36'.

And so it went with every question the principal thought a third-grade should know. The principal looks at Ms Tulip and tells her, 'I think Boy can go to the third-grade.'

Ms Tulip says to the principal, 'I have some of my own questions.

Can I ask him ?' The principal and Boy both agreed.

Ms Tulip asks, 'What does a cow have four of that I have only two of?

After a momment,
Boy: 'Legs.'

Ms Tulip: 'What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?'

Boy: 'Pockets.'

Ms Tulip: What starts with a C and ends with a T, is hairy, oval, delicious and contains thin whitish liquid?

Boy: Coconut .

Ms Tulip: What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft And sticky? The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer, Boy. was taking charge.

Boy: Bubblegum.

Ms Tulip: What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting down and a dog does on three legs?

The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer...

Boy: Shake hands.

Ms Tulip: Now I will ask some 'Who am I' sort of questions, okay?

Boy: Yep.

Ms Tulip: You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do.

Boy: Tent .

Ms Tulip: A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always has me first.

The Principal was looking restless, a bit tense and took one large Vodka peg.

Boy: Wedding Ring.

Ms Tulip: I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, you feel good.

Boy: Nose.

Ms Tulip: I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver.

Boy: Arrow

Ms Tulip: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' that means lot of heat and excitement?

Boy: Fire truck.

Ms Tulip: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' & if u don't get it u have to use your hand. Boy: Fork.

Ms Tulip: What is it that all men have one of it's longer on some men than on others, the pope doesn't use his and a man gives it to his wife after they're married?

Boy: SURNAME

Ms Tulip: What part of the man has no bone but has muscles, has lots of veins, like pumping, & is responsible for making love ?

Boy: HEART.

The principal breathed a sigh of relief and said to the teacher, 'Send this Boy to OXFORD UNIVERSITY EVEN I GOT THE LAST TEN QUESTION WRONG MYSELF'.

Followed by a love story. (:

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Boy: No.
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really.
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No.
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No.
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No.
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No.
Girl: Choose--me or your life
Boy: My life.
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...
*The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
*The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
*The reason I don't want you is because I need you
*The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.
*The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.
*The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you
*The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

2009-04-29T12:37:00.001+08:00

Give me something to blog about :S really bored sial... Nothing to do... CS all the time can die, especially after school when you're so tired... But then can't really help it right? At home, there's really nothing to do: Watch tv, PSP, surf net blablabla -.-

BYE LOL (dunno what to say already)

2009-04-07T16:58:00.007+08:00

Went to watch Shinjuku Incident on last Sunday, with Jie Kai and Kang. At first, I thought it was a total-Japanese movie but when I was the poster, then I finally realized that it was the new Jackie Chan movie.

Release Date: 2nd April 2009

Directed by: Derek Yee

Cast:

Plot: In the early 1990s, a tractor mechanic from China nicknamed Steelhead (Jackie Chan) enters Japan illegally, in search of his girlfriend Xiu Xiu (Xu Jinglei). Steelhead and his friend, Jie (Daniel Wu) meet in the busy Shinjuku district of Tokyo and take manual labouring jobs to earn money. When Steelhead finds out that Xiu Xiu has married a Japanese Yakuza leader named Eguchi (Kato Masaya), he decides to remain in Japan. To obtain citizenship, he agrees to work for Eguchi as a killer, but quickly becomes used to the power. Soon he has become embroiled so deeply in the ways of the yakuza that there is no turning back.

The Japanese neither acknowledge nor welcome them. They were shunned by the society, terrorized by the Yakuza (Japanese Mafia), living in fear of being discovered and threatened. SteelHead then realised that in order for the Chinese to live in peace without the fear of being terrorized by the Japanese Mafia and the Taiwanese gang, the Chinese had to stand united as one, However, Steelhead found himself pitting against the Japanese Mafia. During his journey, unexpectedly and unfortunately, he found out that Xiu Xiu had married to Eguchi, one of the Japanese Mafia sub-heads, and adopted an Japanese identity.

SteelHead eventually won the respect of his Chinese comrades by giving a roof under their heads, allying with Eguchi unwillingly. Eguchi's plan was actually to hire Steelhead to assasinate two rivals of his, who were also two of the sub-heads of the Japanese Mafia. However, Steelhead requested for the control of territories of the Chinese from the Taiwan mafias. After establishing the empire for the Chinese, Steelhead decided that this gangster life isn't suitable for him, he found himself a new love, Lily. acted by Fan BingBing and opened a tractor repairing service outside the capital of Tokyo. However, trouble has just surfaced for our main character, as Eguchi made use of his Chinese comrades on a drug-trafficking business and assasins sent by the Japanese mafias all around plotting to assasinate him.

Steelhead reprimanded himself as he thought that he was the cause for all of these mess. Therefore, he vowed to bring Eguchi down with the help of police officer, Kitano, acted by Naoto Takenaka. Moreover, he also know that he would be destroying himself and his loved one by doing so. Can the simple migrant who turned into this heroic one take on the Japanese mafia alone and become victorious? You would have to catch the movie then!

P.S. For those die-hard fans who have been watching Jackie in action since young, I don't think that you would regret after watching it. I would give this movie a 4/5.

2009-04-07T13:50:00.005+08:00

O Level Testimonial of Personal Qualities

Wong Chun Kiat was enrolled in Marsiling Secondary School on 2 January 2005 and completed GCE 'O' Level Examination in November 2008

Down-to-earth and committed to all that he does, Chun Kiat is a positive and willing learner who remains undaunted when given challenging tasks. He has an enterprising spirit and is willing to perservere in times of adversity. He works hard to overcome obstacles in order to achieve his aims. He engages in self-monitoring and aware of his own strengths and areas of improvement. Taking ownership of his growth and learning, Chun Kiat does not hesitate to seek clarification where necessary and asks relevant questions to build on existing knowledge. He is also someone who works well on his own and does not need much guidance.

Having an analytical mind, Chun Kiat displays a flair for sound reasoning and logical thinking. He possesses the ability to acquire new information, critically evaluate it and put it to good use. He also capable of analysing a problem from diverse angles and drawing independent conclusions. He is always systematic and methodical in his approach when faced with challenges.

Chun Kiat shows a keen interest in Infocomm Technology (IT) and is actively involved in his Co-Curricular Activity, the Infocomm Club. As a member of the club, he participated in events such as I-Tech: A Creativity-Technology Fusion Challenge organised by Nanyang Polytechnic (2005). His team also represented the school in National Junior Robotic Competition (2005 and 2006). Other than the standard club activities, Chun Kiat is also part of the school Audio and Visual Aid (AVA) crew. A responsible member of the AVA crew, he faithfully turns up for all AVA duties during the weekly assemblies and major school events such as Achievement Day during which he provided sound and visual projection services. He is proactive and his competent in handling any unexpected technical problems. Chun Kiat has also been given the chance to guide and tran new members in IT skills and also to operate and maintain the AV equipment.

Chun Kiat is an unassuming and pleasant young man who has the tenacity to do his best even under trying circumstances. He demonstrates a willingness to face challenges and works towards continual improvement. It has been a pleasure teaching him.

Wah so much compliments! I feel so honoured LOL.

2009-04-06T21:40:00.003+08:00

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
On my cheeks

2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
*touch stomach* Hungry.

3. Who was the last person you took a photo with?
Geraldine, Kenneth, Julian on last Saturday.

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoilt?
Neutral.

5. Would you ever donate blood?
If my blood is clean enough, I will.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Casual ones yeah.

7. Do you want someone dead?
Yes.

8. What does your last message say?
Why never tell JT won't turn up for CGM...

9. What are you thinking of right now?
How to answer this qns.

10. Do you wish someone was with you rght now?
Hmms... maybe.

11. What time did you go to sleep last night?
2am.

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
Hmms... not sure.

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
Yes.

14. Who was the last person to text you?
Jing Teng.

10 people tagged to do this quiz:
1. Jasmine
2. Jun Kang
3. Cheng Kang
4. Geraldine
5. Vanneh
6. Joanne
7. Nessa
8. Wendy
9. Sherry
10. Yiying.

15. Who is 2 having a relationship with? (Kenneth)
No one.

16. Is 3 a male or female? (Kang)
Male.

17. If 7 and 10 get together, will that be a good thing? (Nessa Yiying)
They are together alr.

18. What is Number 1 studying about? (Sherman)
S4 N levels.

19. Is number 4 single?(Geraldine)
She wished that Zax Wang Ren Fu is her husband.

20. Say something about 2. (Jun Kang)
Close friend.

21. What do you think about 3 and 6 being together? (Kang and Joanne)
Hmms... not bad ah! LOL!

22. Describe number 9. (Ling)
Ms Dingxz

23. What will you do if 6 and 7 fight?(Joanne and Nessa)
Quite hard.

24. Do you like Number 8?
She ah my Maple series mate LOL.

25. Why no question about 5?(Vanneh)
Cause she's not wearing the Wonder Bra! Instead she like Red Bra LOL.

Game Of Life.

2009-04-02T21:35:00.001+08:00

I’m sure that all of us have played games before.
And er... if you haven't.. then er... never mind...

When playing games, lots of things run through our mind.
We focus on the game, yet at some point, our thoughts tend to drift.

Have you ever noticed how, during a game, people get so competitive, and at times, we become very selfish due to this competitiveness?
Have you asked yourself what you’re going to do next in the game?
Have you ever gotten so self-absorbed into the game, that you start to do anything to win?

Have you ever wondered when the game will end?
Or why you even started playing in the first place?

…

In games, people tend to have a sense of competitiveness that overwrites all other emotions, feelings, or thoughts.
We tend to lose ourselves to the game.

But why are we really playing games then?

Is it because, we want to win?
Or that we want to prove something to others?

That you’re better than another person?
That you’re stronger, faster or smarter than the opponent?

…

Life is like a game.
We play it everyday.

At times, we want to do better than someone else.
In our studies.
Our Reputation.
Our Appearances.
Music.
Sports.
Or even just games.

But why are we really living life then?

What are we trying to win in life?
Or rather, why are we living life?

…

Life is kinda like a game.
And we’re all in it together.

But the thing is, it doesn’t really matter if we somehow win it or not.
But rather, if we play it fair.
If we make friends while playing it.
If we have great moments while playing it.
…
And most importantly, if we have fun while living it.

122th post for this blog. Goodbye ♥

2009-04-02T00:04:00.003+08:00

Well, I've been thinking of this for a really long period of time. And well, I've decided to close down my blog. I've been feeling so lazy lately. My dad even lectured me once about having my pictures put up on this space of mine. Oh god. But well, I know he's just being really concern. About the lazy part, I really am lazy! Compared to last time, I don't blog on a daily basis anymore. And my posts nowadays are like slip shot work. Just type a few short sentences, posts up a few pictures, video etc. And there, I'm done. At times, I can't even be bothered to blog, even if I did go out. Now you see how lazy I am? Blogging's sort of turning into a chore for me.

I've been blogging since what? Sec 1? From all those twit moments till now. I can clearly remember how well i became in HTML through this blog. As in, kinda like got me into this blogging world. Yeah. I started off with a few short posts from my previous blogs (Don't remembered the URLs). I think I removed most of my posts way back in 2005, cause there were like less than 5 posts each month, and I even skipped 3 to 4 months of blogging. Hahaha. I was not an active blogger back then. I swore I typed like some twit shitass before. I think you can still find my twit moments in 2006. LOL. I believe most of you will laugh at them. Whateves. *Rolls eyes*

This blog sure has alot of memories for me. So maybe I should say, I'm not closing down this blog, but I'll just leave this space. I want to keep all my archives! So one day, I'll have a chance to look back at my past. And, you guys can still come back and read the old posts. Hahaha. But I doubt any of you will. It's so.. lame.. -.- Hmmm. Well, to those who read my blog like almost everyday, hehehe. Thank you for always coming. I lub you guys manymanymany!

This is not an April Fool's joke.

Credits to: Wendy LOL I copied from her, but this is real, unlike hers!

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2009-03-02T12:29:00.001+08:00

Omg LOL MY FIRST FULL COMBO LOOOOOOOL! sh0 happiie! LOL

2009-02-25T13:42:00.002+08:00

Elvis Tan forever joker please LOL

2009-02-24T19:32:00.002+08:00

A,

After two days, after I've confessed my feelings to you, I finally got your 'reply' even though you didn't tell me yourself. I got your hitch. I know it already. I think we shall remain as friends...

What is love

2009-02-21T23:54:00.004+08:00

The most spectacular,indescribable, deep euphoric feeling for someone.

Love is an incredibly powerful word. When you're in love, you always want to be together, and when you're not, you're thinking about being together because you need that person and without them your life is incomplete.

This love is unconditional affection with no limits or conditions: completely loving someone. It's when you trust the other with your life and when you would do anything for each other. When you love someone you want nothing more than for them to be truly happy no matter what it takes because that's how much you care about them and because their needs come before your own. You hide nothing of yourself and can tell the other anything because you know they accept you just the way you are and vice versa.

It's when they're the last thing you think about before you go to sleep and when they're the first thing you think of when you wake up, the feeling that warms your heart and leaves you overcome by a feeling of serenity. Love involves wanting to show your affection and/or devotion to each other. It's the smile on your face you get when you're thinking about them and miss them.

Love can make you do anything and sacrifice for what will be better in the end. Love is intense,and passionate. Everything seems brighter, happier and more wonderful when you're in love. If you find it, don't let it go.

Adapted from http://www.urbandictionary.com, but then.. urbandic is a crap website, dunno whether to believe not.. BUT then, this is how i felt...

Edited on Sunday:

This afternoon went for make up service at JW... Pst. Tan invited some guest (Forgot his name x.x), to talk about relationship and stuffs.. Learnt alot from it... After that went to Bugis to find Kang, then together find Ambross? Shopped awhile then makan, then pool, waited for jiekai to come. Jor said she was coming, in the end didn't due to circumstances? After that slacked till 1030, i went home by taxi -_-

2009-02-21T09:00:00.003+08:00

6 days since i last blogged yeah?

Yesterday went to JW church to attend Emerge 2009. Met up with kang and gordon at cwp first at 1630, then went to boonlay tgt. Reached BL at 1700, called Candice, she hasn't reached, so went to window-shop awhile. Met up with candice and the rest and went for dinner at the foodcourt beside church. Then went for the Emerge till 2130, and bus-ed home.

P/S: Thinking of working when poly starts.

2009-02-14T23:59:00.002+08:00

Err today left home at 1+, reached expo at abt 3. Prayer meeting from 4 to 5. then 530 to 7+ service. Slacked at foyer three then went home. lols -.- blogging is boring.

2009-02-10T18:00:00.002+08:00

This is actually a facebook tag LOL.

Step 1: Put your iTunes on random.
Step 2: Post ANY line from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Let everyone guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Bold the songs when someone guesses correctly (and they will be uploaded once guessed)Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!

1 - When I was a young boy, my father took me into the city, to see a marching band. (LOL)
2 - I was born to tell you I love you, but I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine.
3 - I don't wanna go another day, so I'm telling what exactly on my mind.
4 - Another summer day, has come and gone away.
5 - Beauty queen of only 18, she has some troubles with herself.
6 - I won't talk, I won't breath, I won't move till you finally see, that you belong with me.
7 - I tried to read between the lines, I tried to look in your eyes.
8 - But I won't hesitate, no more no more. It cannot wait.
9 - Hey I've been watching, every little you do.
10 - I never felt nothing in the world like this before.
11 - I remember the times we'd spent together on those drives.
12 - I don't care what you think.
13 - We have joy, we have fun, we have seasons in the sun.
14 - You change your mind, like a girl changes her clothes.
15 - It's been so long, that I haven't seen your face.
16 - You always will be a part of me.
17 - An empty street, an empty house, I hold inside my heart
18 - Ever since the day you went away, left me lonely and cold.
19 - If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
20 - Singing that song, just turn it around.

2009-01-25T02:30:00.002+08:00

Yaw here I am to post another post on this forsaken blog. (BLOGGER IS MAKING ME DULAN!)

Asked out by Jasmine today. Met up with her, Kang, and Ger. Went to eat since we're hungry. Shopped awhile then Kang&Ger gtg for service. I pon-ed thanks to Jasmine. Waited for Jason and Nicole to arrive, and we went to eat again, hungry lar. Afterwhich Nicole gtg for her tuition, and Jason sent her. While we went to Parklane to LAN. Jason came not long after and we played audi and CS till 9 and went home.

2009-01-25T02:27:00.003+08:00

Girl, is it worth it to be pissed over him. Oh well, you can for a moment, BUT not too long... After being with him, you're half the time downcast... It's really saddening to see you like this... I miss seeing your cheerful character... and I really don't hope to see you like this... Other people would say: 'What do you gotta do with me I'm just a friend of you' blablabla... But I don't give a damn... Cos I love you. Period.

2009-01-19T01:40:00.007+08:00

Changed blogsong again =) Both has a great meaning, listen and understand the songs with the help of the lyrics below. P.S. Sorry if you don't understand it. =)

一首歌的时间

雨停下的天空

灰的更加老旧

你说你不懂为何在这世界上

我晒干了承诺

灰的更加舞动

就算做事做错也只是怕错过

在一起错分开了错

是不是说没有做完的梦最错

雨落的好我能承受

在最后的出口在爱过哪儿才有

能不能给我一首歌的时间

紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远

在我的回忆里不用太多失眠

如果你想忘记我也能适应

能不能给我一首歌的时间

把故事听到最后才说再见

你送我的眼泪让他留在雨天

如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷

被淋湿的天空灰的更加老旧

你说你不懂为何在这世界上

我晒干了承诺灰的狠冲动

就算做事做错也只是差错过

在一起错分开了错

是不是说没有做完的梦最错

雨落的好我能承受

在最后的出口

在爱过哪儿才有

能不能给我一首歌的时间

紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远

在我的回忆里不用太多失眠

如果你想忘记我也能适应

能不能给我一首歌的时间

把歌词听到最后再说再见

你送我的眼泪让他留在雨天

如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷

你说我不该不该不该在这时候说了我爱你

要怎么怎么证明我没有说谎的力气

请告诉我而暂停算不算放弃

我只有那一天的回忆

能不能给我一首歌的时间

紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远

在我的回忆里不用太多失眠

如果你想忘记我也能适应

能不能给我一首歌的时间

把歌词听到最后再说再见

你送我的眼泪让他留在雨天

如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷

你说过我不该在这时说爱你

要怎么证明我没有力气

可是暂停却算不算放弃

我说过我不该不该在这时只想爱你

要怎么证明我没有力气

我只有一天回忆

说好的幸福呢

你的回话凌乱着在这个时刻

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢

而你断断续续唱着歌假作没事了

时间过了走了爱情面临选择

你冷了倦了我哭了

离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着

有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢

我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了

开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得

你不等了说好的幸福呢

我错了泪干了放手了后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢

你的回话凌乱着在这个时刻

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢

而你断断续续唱着歌假作没事了

时间过了走了爱情面临选择

你冷了倦了我哭了

离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着

有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢

我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了

开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得

你不等了说好的幸福呢

我错了泪干了放手了后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢

我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了

我都还记得

你不等了说好的幸福呢

我错了泪干了放手了后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢

2009-01-18T23:19:00.002+08:00

Tag replies
KH, you want me update, so here I am.

Serene, what ahgua? You lesbo.. I'm fine of course, noob.

Today, woke up at 7am, the earliest for this month YET, bathed and went out to Expo for service since i couldn't go ytd. Reached at 9, waited for Jing Teng till 9+ and some friend (New member from Children's Church). Had service till abt 1130. Today's sermons were abt Creation and what should we do in our prayer. After service, thn BS. Thn went to bedok wait kang brunch.. Went to LJS wait Ger... Thn went taxi stand wait for jiekai's cab, to St James Power Station for Jay Chou's 'Dragon Rider' MV preview, and the other MVs from the album. Sat thr for more than one hour, butt pain die. Wanted to catch movie after that, but no, cos dun accept some debit cards o.o" We just went to Pasta Mania to eat lol... Very fast sia their dish serving. I just reach table with my combo A, thn pasta come le lol... Thn went to Sky Garden to slack till 9+ and went home.

2009-01-16T02:24:00.004+08:00

LoL found a way (I knew this quite long ago, but i suddenly feel like sharing it with ppl) to bypass the disable-right-click-script. Some of you who are computer-savvy, should know this already. Oh well, this is for the benefit of those who dunno.

On your Internet Browser, click on 'View', then click on 'Source' for IE, 'Page Source' for FF, 'View Source' for Safari.

For Google Chrome, it's more complicated. Firstly, you click on the icon that is beside the spanner icon which says 'Control the current page', then move your mouse to 'Developer' and lastly, 'View Source'. For some reasons as well, Google Chrome has problems with Adobe Shockwave

2009-01-14T15:12:00.002+08:00

BY2 - 不够成熟

想我还是不够成熟

还达不到你的要求

我真的没有想的太多

只是怀念你走以后

离开难道真的是解脱

难道真的要试过几次了以后才懂

倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有

倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流

倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有

真的不难过笑着和你挥——挥手

想我还是不够成熟

还达不到你的要求

我真的没有想的太多只是怀念你走以后离开

难道真的是解脱

难道真的要试过今天的以后才懂

倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有

倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流

倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有真的不难过

笑着和你挥——挥手

如果有一刻我们有缘在见

你会不会想起说过的永远

倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有

倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流

倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有

真的不难过笑着和你挥——挥手

2009-01-11T01:15:00.010+08:00

hmm today's MSL's Sec1 CCA Open House, went back to help. Usually our booth would be at the canteen, but this year, it's located at a classroom, due to some stupid reasons, i heard from Dexter. All I did was just explaining was the difference between AVA and Infocomm to curious parents, demo-ed on using the NXT/RCX robots. Response this year, is one of the worst i've seen in my secondary school life (I've not taken my results yet, so it's counted I'm still in secondary school) Finished at abt 1030, packed up, headed down to canteen to makan&slack. Went to bubbletea shop after that. Slacked there again, 1230 went home, onlined awhile till 1400, trained down to Expo.

Reached at 1600. Was 45 mins earlier. Went to makan again *oinks* at Subway... so wtf lar, kinda regretted -.-" Shall bear in mind, not to eat subway. Then went to the control station to wait for Geraldine&Kang. Expectedly, late again. This time not Ger's fault LOL! Just heard from her, is kang meet his stead, then delay. Well nvm... Met Julian aka aloalo and Bryan aka Bryan84. Couldn't recognise Julian at first till Ger told me, but i recognise Bryan LOL. Then keep shooting me with audi what shiet. After service, then shoot him back with something he hates, which suddenly came into my mind out of the blues LOL. Played with ger's without-lens-specs. Dunno if i look funny on it. (Ger took a pic of it, i think. Ok it looks hideous -.-). Rotted at Foyer 3 till 10, then trained to Changi with YiPing to buy some supper for her family from Popeye's. Lastly took 858 with her, till yishun, then alone to woodlands and home sweet home.

P.S. NB I WANT QUIT ALREADY LAR LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!~

P.P.S JOLENE MUMMY GET WELL SOON D:

2009-01-01T03:07:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year 09 to all first. 1st post of the year. Goodbye to 08 aka suay year.

Went to Kang's house first, waited for him for almost two hours, due to the unexpected increase of load of work. Nevermind. He came back le, go his house, wait for him bath and everything, go sengkang pick Jasmine. Afterwhich, went to find Jason they all at Escape. But they were still in the theme park, and didn't want to go in, cos bo hua. Thus went to find Jasmine's friends at the chalet, then go E!Hub's Pastamania. Ordered Spaghetti (Jasmine), Combo A (Kang), Hawaiian&MeatLovers Pizzas. The spaghetti was =.=" though it arrived quite fast, yet the Pizzas were the opposite. Waited for more than 20 minutes for them to arrive. On the contrary, they taste omgwtfbbq de nice. After which went to find Jason they all, as they had came out and went to seesha, whatever it's called. Went back to cityhall to catch the countdown, then went home.

P.S. I really don't like inconsiderate people, though i did something inconsiderate today. Quite dulan cos of something. Nevermind, it's not my problem.

P.P.S. Look at ChengKang/Jasmine/Jason/Vanneh/Michelle Ng's blogs for videos.

New Year Resolution(s):

Get good results in a few days later. (12th, info from vanneh)
As many as possible hearts in audi. Ring/Cpl level as high as possible.
etc. Don't wanna think alr. Headache.

2008-12-28T11:34:00.004+08:00

Just married with sinyee on audi. Thanks dear, for the sweet memo. 5201314

P.S. Sorry for not inviting anyone esp. pa&ma (Darren&Jolene). Didn't felt like so, don't know why.

2008-12-21T16:07:00.001+08:00

I'm now in Msia

till Tuesday night -.-

Anything's up, jus leave me a tag

and i will reply asap.

2008-12-18T19:05:00.005+08:00

woah 101th post le. 101 DALMATIONS LOL.

Uhh i find myself, a total failure in the aspect of love, let alone some minor housechores. zzz another one line post. bye.

Changed blogsong again: Kissing You GoodBye - Jesse McCartney; Sometimes i do really wonder if he's a male or what zzz.

Doesn’t matter much what you will say

Coz I am leaving you now anyway (Oh Oh!)

Gonna have some fun just for a change

And you cant do a thing to make me stay (Woo yeah!)

Gotta throw away your picture in the rain

Coz they don’t mean a single thing

I just wanna have some fun with someone

So bye bye baby bye bye

CHORUS:

Kissing you goodbye

Starting a new life

Now I know that finally I’m done

And through with you

You are not the one who can give me all

Kissing you goodbye

No more needs to try

Now I know exactly what

I wanna do in my life

You will not be there

Coz we have nothing more to share

I have never been so satisfied

with anything before in my life no no

Leaving you was the best thing I could do

I’m so glad we are through

(REPEAT CHORUS)

Finally

I can see

We're never meant to be

(REPEAT CHORUS)

Kissing you goodbye

No more needs to try

Now I know exactly

What I wanna do in my life

You will not be there

Coz we nothing more to share

Kissing you goodbye

2008-12-16T00:15:00.002+08:00

When i wake up in the morning

All i want to feel is your love

All i think is about you baby

And how i feel your love

It only took that one time

Now you're the only thing on my mind

Baby girl all i wanna do is feel your love

I can't stop thinking about you girl

From the first time that i saw you

I never felt this way inside

Yeah i'm not feeling right

It's like you put some kind of spell on me

And i don't know what to do

Cause everywhere i look, all i see is a silhouette of you

See cause i was used to running around

Every night going out

Finding a new girl to go to

But that was until you

Came into my life

Made me change my mind

On what to do

And all the ways i'm used to

When i wake up in the morning

All i want to feel is your love

All i think is about you baby

And how i feel your love

It only took that one time

Now you're the only thing on my mind

Baby girl all i wanna do is feel your love

Yeah, i know i'm losing time

Shorty's no ordinary girl

Baby girl i gotta play this right

She's got me lose my mind

Tryna figure out how to find

What's her name, what she wear, where she from?

Am i asking too much or not enough?

So let me know this feeling's true,

Cause i all i wanna do

Is get a little closer to you

Baby if you only knew

Just let me know what i gotta do

So how's it feel to know that i

Can't get you off my mind

Constantly day and night i think of you

I'm caught up on you, that part's true

When i wake up in the morning

All i want to feel is your love

All i think is about you baby

And how i feel your love

It only took that one time

Now you're the only thing on my mind

Baby girl all i wanna do is feel your love

Just want to feel your love (and i, and i)

All i want is to feel your touch (because, because)

Just knowing you ain't enough, (girl i, girl i)

Baby girl all i need is your love

Just want to feel your love (and i, and i)

All i want is to feel your touch (because, because)

Just knowing you ain't enough, (girl i, girl i)

Baby girl all i need is your love

When i wake up in the morning

All i want to feel is your love

All i think is about you baby

And how i feel your love

It only took that one time

Now you're the only thing on my mind

Baby girl all i wanna do is feel your love

2008-12-12T23:35:00.001+08:00

I have this feeling that you got feelings for me, but I'm not sure whether you really do have feelings for me. Pathetic.

2008-12-10T23:55:00.006+08:00

You came after your FAM outing, looking so happy. It makes me feel happy yet inferior of myself. At the foodcourt, you kept looking at your phone and smiling. I got this feeling that the messages are from him. I tried my best to look normal in front of you, yet I'm abnormally talking, as I don't really like to talk much.

After Vanneh went off the bus, i was all along thinking of Jason's advice: Forget you as you are too wild for me, and i almost teared. But it's ok, since you're happy being with him, so be it. I can't change the fact you're already with him. I've lost my chance once too many times. Letting you go is also a way to love&respect you as well. I'm getting on with my life. I think this shall be my last post for a very long time.

2008-12-08T00:28:00.001+08:00

The consequence of not giving up: Getting more and more hurt!

2008-12-07T12:08:00.005+08:00

uh huh

Went to find Kang first at bunk at 3, expecting some others to be late lol Kelvin and my gina (Kenneth) arrived first. After saying hi, they went to arcade. Continued waiting for Jor, Vanneh, Mich and Yasmin to come. Then slacked outside to continue waiting for Jason, Nicole and Jie Kai. Rotted down there for quite some time, cos dunno whr to go. In the end, Kenneth, Kelvin and Kai went to Parklane to eat first while we went to Bugis to eat o.o Only me, kang and vanneh were eating. Afterwhich, walked down to suntec to 'find' 'Jia Yan' budden forgot what the shop name's called, GG. So just walkwalk, then makan at Pepper Lunch =.= The food there is avg, but it costs me 11.90 for one curry pepper beef rice + pepsi? *gek xim* Then slacked again, and bought alcohol to drink :x bodoh lar, one whole Cheers, don't have huge variety, only a few. After that went home at abt 1230..

Jasmine, I miss you. I said that I wanted to forget you, but.... you're always on my mind.

To xuan:

I know how you feel right now, I'm also going through the same thing. However, I don't wish to see you like this... Cheer up girl!

2008-12-04T22:28:00.002+08:00

Woah, I suddenly have this feeling of giving up now. Well, it's fine that i give up, I'm still very young at the age of 16.5. There's a whole forest out there. Why should i aim just one tree? Sometimes, I do even ask myself, what do I see in her? Her beauty? nah, I'm not the guy who really go for the looks. It's her character, I suppose that seems attractive to me. *Ponders* Afterall, this is just an infatuation, whatever it's called.

Yeah, I should give up on her. Jubic Wong Chun Kiat, better forget everything about her, ok? Just treat her like a normal friend, will do. Yeah?

2008-12-04T14:18:00.002+08:00

1. What your full name ? Pajiao si boh?
2.Do you like your name ? You tell me lar?
3. How long have you live th person you currently like ? AI PA SI BOH?
4. Have you kissed anyone before ? Kiam pa.
5. Did you cry today ? Boh la, jibai.
6. What are you doing at 8am this morning ? Sleeping lar
7. What are you doing an hour ago ? Audi
8. What are you currently doing ?Doing the quiz, seriously kiam pa.
9. Who last texted you a message ? Jared.
10. Have you told anyone you love them today? I everyday tell everyone i love jasmine lar -.- happy?
11. Are you missing anyone right now ? Jasmine lar -.-
12. Any plans for tomorrow ? Saturday bu zui bu gui
13. What was the reason behind e last time you cried? Jasmine?
14. Anyone you want to be with right now ? At home lar bodoh?
15. Have you kissed anyone whose name started w/ a "S"? I not so stupid to lose my first kiss now.
16. Name somebody who made you smile today ? No one
17. Name somebody whose name start w/ Z ? Zixuan
18. Which friend of your stay nearby to you ? Some of my classmates.
19. Do you prefer call or text? MSN best.
20. Do you prefer today or yesterday ? How i wish I'm out today, or today never happen.
21. Can you live w/ a day w/o television and handphone? Duh?
22. Are you mad about anything right now? Can't you feel?
23. Do you ever think that relationship is worth it ? I once did but not currently
24. Who was last you visited in a hospital? C'mon, I'm a loner.
25. Who was your second last & last hug from? Last was from xuan?
26. What does your last msg in your handphone says ? Jared changing his number
27. Define life. Pathetic
28. Do you hate anybody? Why should i?
29. Who was the last person you called ? Sky
30. Who usually you send the most text in the month ? Chengkang?
31. 10 ppl to suffer, ANYONE.

2008-12-01T02:08:00.002+08:00

Qn 1. The person that tag/ pass me this is ?
Aloy
Qn 2. The relationship between him & her is ?
Brothers?
Qn 3. Your five expression of her & him is ?
Lame, Jovial, Funny.
Qn 4. The most memorable he & she have done for you is ?
Allowing me to ton in his house, when i cannot go home? LOL
Qn 5. The most memorable he & she have said to you is ?
Err? Don't rmb.
Qn 6. If he & she become your lover you will ?
Sounds so wrong.
Qn 7. If he & she become your lover , thing she/he need to improve on ?
Err. Dunno
Qn 8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ?
Quite hard.
Qn 9. If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason will be ?
He backstabbed?
Qn 10. The most desired thing you wanna do for him/her is ?
Err dunno
Qn 11. Your overall impression on him/her is?
Funny
Qn 12. How do you think the people around you feel for you ?
Pathetic
Qn 13. The characters that i love about myself are ?
Nothing
Qn 14. On the contrary , what about the characters i hate about myself ?
Alot of things
Qn 15. The most ideal person you want to be is ?
Millionaire
Qn 16. For people that love, care and concern for you, you say something to them ?
Thank you. I love you too.
Qn 17. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you want to know they think of you, they arebombing time
Anyone who sees this.
Qn 18. Who is no.6 having relationship with ?
Don't know
Qn 19. No.9 is a male or female ?
Don't know
Qn 20. If No.7 & No. 10 is together, will it be a good thing ?
Don't know
Qn 21. What is No.2 studying about ?
Don't know
Qn 22. When is the last time you speak to No.3?
Don't know
Qn 23. What kind of music band No.8 like ?
Don't know
Qn 24. Does No.1 have any siblings ?
Don't know
Qn 25. Will you woo No. 3?
Don't know
Qn 26. How about No. 7?
Don't know
Qn 27. Is No.4 single ?
Don't know
Qn 28. What is the surname of No.5?
Don't know
Qn 29. What is the hobby of No. 10?
Don't know
Qn 30. Does No.5 & No. 9 get along well?
Don't know
Qn 31. Where is No. 2 studying at ?
Don't know
Qn 32. Talk something casually about No.1?
Don't know
Qn 33. Have you tried developing feelings for No. 6?
Don't know
Qn 34. Where does No.9 lives at ?
Don't know
Qn 35. What colour does No.4 like ?
Don't know
Qn 36. Are No.5 [and No. 1 good friends?
Don't know
Qn 37. Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world ?
Don't know
Qn 38. What is No. 6 doing now ?
Don't know

2008-11-30T18:40:00.003+08:00

1: Where would you go if someone sponsor you an air ticket?
I would give the air ticket to her, to see her favourite boybands etc.

2: What's your favorite thing to do.
Playing Audi, Going out with her etc.

3: Do you think money can buy you happiness?
No, only seeing her happy then i happy x)

4: If you were given a chance to receive anything. what would it be?
Something from her?

5: Things you can't live without.
Her, Laptop

6: What are you afraid to lose?
Her

7: If you win 1 million US dollar, what will you do with it?
Spend it on her tickets to see her boybands.

8: What makes you think of doing in the future?
Her.

9: List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey keep spamming quizez on
Jovial, Funny, Happ-Go-Lucky

10: What makes you happy?
Seeing her happy makes me happy.

11: What type of person you hate most?
Those in my hate list.

12: If you have super power, what would it be?
Heal the world, make it a better place for you and for me, and the entire human race.

13: Would you go for happiness or money?
both

14: Who do you think the most important person in your life?
Her.

15: If you have a stead, would you die for him/her?
Depends. If its her, I would definately die for her.

16: Who's the last person who hugged you?
Weeks ago? Forgot.

17: What is the thing you want badly right now?
I need her.

18: Who are you close to?
None, i suppose.

19: Are you courageous enough to tell him/her you like him/her?
Yes, but depends on the circumstances.

20: If you could do something all over again, what would it be?
Uhh?

21: 8 things that scare you:
1: Losing her
2: Losing her
3: Losing her
4: Losing her
5: Losing her
6: Losing her
7: Losing her
8: Losing her

22: 8 people/things that you like/love:
1:Her
2:Audi
3:Laptop
4:Max Tune
5:Money
6:HabboEmotion
7:Her
8:Her

23: 8 important things in my room:
1:PSP
2:My wallet
3:Air con
4: Handphone
5:Bed
6:My Mattress
7:Pillow
8: Blanket

24: 8 people to do this quiz:
You
Him
Her
They
Whoever
Sees
This
Quiz

2008-11-29T13:52:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday Nana, though i know you won't get to see this. Later come back then blog again. ciao.

EDITED: Just now went to Bunk meet my darling Jasmine, Jason, Kang first -_- In the end, was the first one to reach again. All were like at least half hour late, which is still ok. Jas said that she was the last one to offline, and the SECOND to reach and meet up with me *surprised* Then came alone Kang and Joranne, afterwhich was Jason ~~(lol basket, asked me want&ready jio jasmine just for habbo stead not, uhh)~~ with Yasmine (almost couldn't recognise her). Went down to parklane to eat chicken rice ^^v After then went to pool x) (looks like im improving bit by bit), while waiting for ying to come and LAN. Came liao, but IRC, Evo etc all no vacancies -_- So just went back to PS, makan again wtfxz then Bunk awhile. Called Sky and Elly to join us since they were also in the vicinity, watched Kang and Ying BU. After that, Jasmine, Ying, Jor went off. Sky and Elly came to find us again. Slacked awhile and home sweet home (maybe not.).

P.S. SOMEONE CLEAR MY AUDI STORY WITH ME LEH D:

Xmas Party

2008-11-28T14:52:00.004+08:00

2008-11-27T22:53:00.003+08:00

To you

Girl,

I miss your face

I miss your smile

I miss your voice

I miss the times hanging out with you

Ultimately, I miss you the most.

I need you

But i know it can never be so,

We are not meant for one another

The fact that we're so far apart

Makes me love you even more

But, hey, that's what friends are for

I'll admit your life's been tough

I just wish that physically

I could be there for you when things get rough

2008-11-25T20:56:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went to AMK first to find Kang, then walked down to S11 to find M0chi and some others. Waited for Xuan, Ler and Sharon to arrive. Then M0chi and the guys went to pool, Xuan Ler and Sharon went to walkwalk leaving me Kang Limit and his friend. They also walked away not long after, leaving me alone to take care of the stuffs. Kang came back not long after asking me to go to Macs. Ying and Poopy came moments later and waited for the guys to come back and discuss on how to get to ECP. In the end, we all cabbed. In the cab, Ler kept disiaoing me x.x

Reached liao, the girls except me rented bikes and searched for the bbq pit. Had to carry the utensils while walking. Blame me for not knowing how to ride a bike ... By the time we found it, Kang they all already arrived. Slacked awhile waiting for the food to come at 6+, then started the fire with alot of failed attempts. Started liao, kang and me went to rot one corner, waiting for Jason and Nicole to come (Arrived in the evening) then chatting sessions among the four of us till they left. Then cut cake, after that Ying and some of the girls need to go off. 'Blablabla' after that. Stayed there till 0230, reached home at 0300, bathed then audi-ed till 0600. Slept till 1100.

2008-11-24T02:09:00.003+08:00

Exactly 12 hours ago, went to Kang's house first instead of Dhoby cos xuan still sleeping. Stayed there for one hour plus before heading down to Parklane to LAN for two hours -_- Wanted to have dinner with Geraldine de, in the end she said she makan liao ... So just go foodcourt at PS to eat. Afterwhich went to back to Hougang cos Kang need take money from yin. Then jitao bussed home from Hougang to Woodlands.

2008-11-21T23:11:00.002+08:00

LOL today quite a tiring yet satisfied day for me x.x Woke up at 0630 to bath and stuffs, then 0700 chiong down to expo to meet up with my tiongxim jie-in-christ aka Geraldine! Woohoo, finally get to meet her ^^v Reached expo at 0830, then sms-ed jie, asked where was she. She replied still at home, having breakfast LOL wth. Waited for her till 0930... Then she keep sorrysorry x.x Went for Pastor A.R. Bernard's session followed by Pastor Phil Pringle. Then lunch. Seems like jie got a huge stomach sia tsk, like three hours interval hungry already but she's not plump -jealous! LOL.. Then for night service, reconciled with my ex CG W146! I looked like some distinguished guest when i met them LOL Went off at 9 due to shagness x.x

Main points of sermon

Need to reconcile with the good
Need to be self-serving instead of loving selfishly
Instead of Imitation and Isolation, Insulation and Penetration!
Keep the core values of Christ: Insulate them!
Action speaks louder than words
Radiate Christ in you! Radiate His Power!
Providence! The intervention of God, the Power to change!
Revelation is WHEN TO DO IT, WHO TO DO IT WITH.
Metanoia is the radical change in mind.

For some unexplainatory reason, i feel that the Lord has never left me, yet i backslided due to my examinations. I felt welcomed by His hands, embracing me with His touch.

Dear Lord, I thank you for never leaving me, even though i
backslided months back. Secondly, I also thank you for this wonderful day,
allowing me to finally meet my first sister-in-christ, Geraldine and my ex-CG
after half a year or more.

2008-11-20T18:24:00.002+08:00

YES AUDITIONSEA CAN PLAY LIAO WOOHOO! DON'T NEED TO GO TO PARKLANE WASTE MONEY LOLLLLLLLLLLL!

P.S. Cant wait for tomorrow!~

2008-11-19T22:14:00.003+08:00

Quite a dumb&emo day today lol...

Woke up at around 1200, bathed then onlined to pm Jason, but he went offline just before i was about to PM him. Therefore, sms-ed him, asked him about the timing to meet. He replied 1300, jitao rushing like mad dog lar LOL. Reached and met up with him at around 1330, then went arcade-ed while waiting for Kang. He seemed to be in a happy mood lol cos with ying in the cab mah LOL playing? Met up liao, Jason and I thought that someone would be with him, in the end, no. LOL k shh, secret. After which, went to makan at PL again (Chicken rice with fried dumplings) and then pooled for hours. LOL today learned how to aim balls into pockets, and hand-grip on the pole, not bad eh... at least succeeded more than five times. Then we went back to bunk to meet up with ying and 'NC16' aka Nessa. Jitao scared like hell lar LOL cos NC16 said she wanna whack me.... Fortunately in the end, she didn't hit me. Wanted to LAN at bunk, but seemed like there's no vacancies, so we went back to PL -_- Audi-ed for two hours, pekchek bodoh =.= Cannot perf... but Jason can? bobba. Then he went off first to meet up with Nicole, oh yeah they patched up. After finished LANing, me, kang and ying went to meet them at PS to makan. Then went home at around 2030? So early... lol..

P.S. I miss you, my sweetest addiction

2008-11-18T02:41:00.003+08:00

=_= Went to PS again to eat first with Kang, Jason and his classmate (Robin from habbo). Then went to parklane to pool again, this time, I GOT PARTICIPATE OK LOL. But yeah still learning like i used to learn ABC. Then went to LAN at Evolution... I can say that THEIR COMPUTER BO BEH ZHAO SIA. Keep lagging esp during Audi, niama eh -.- Kang help me bu with ying, xuan and nessa, halfway then d/c _l_ Then we just CS, which is no-lag? -_- Lame die.

Afterwhich, headed down to Cathay to catch Beverly Hills: Chihuahua. Iz supa nice i tell ya, I wanna watch it soon again LOL... After the movie, we headed home x.x

That's all.

2008-11-15T23:58:00.002+08:00

Congratulations to me after quitting smoking for almost three months, I'm back to smoking again wtfxz.

Today went to DG again with Jason, Jor (I MISS YOU), Jiekai, Joel aka NarutoKun, Meech, Kang and his friend. Then went to bunk to slack, and kang went to audi ._. Moments later, ying came as well o.o Continued slacking awhile more, then solques joined us and headed down to Cathay to eat. Afterwhich went to PL. Wanted to LAN, but seemed like no one was interested. So just watch them play pool till evening. Then went to vivo to slack, had three sticks? o.o Finally reached home by cab at around 2330.

2008-11-14T10:32:00.003+08:00

Thumbs up for me yesterday.. 6 hours of being stuck outside my house...

Went for lunch yesterday in the afternoon. Came back liao met up with my neighbour, and talked for one hour plus. When about to go home, realised that i lost my frking key again. Muddle-headed me, thinking of something. Kept listening to I'm Yours in my phone since it's like one of the only two songs in my phone. Reached home liao... The mood was so solemn again.. Yah some daiji again between my parents -.- About the house in Malaysia. If they didn't even decide to buy, all these may not even happen.

Quote:

"Five frogs are sitting on a log. Four decide to jump off. How many are left? There are still five – because there is a difference between deciding and doing."

Making a decision is a really important part of the process that helps us make changes and achieve out goals but remember to jump if you want that decision to turn into reality

2008-11-13T08:26:00.007+08:00

-_- fuck neighbour... Early in the morning cry what fucking shit? PEOPLE NEED TO FUCKING BEAUTY-SLEEP LEH!

-_- fucked up mood swinging day. Don't know for whatever fucking reason. Kept thinking that the fucking same thing (two years back) will happen again? Whatever. Happen lor, no big deal. Used to it anyway. Wanna happen also cannot stop it, right?

Time for some happy yet lame stuffs

1. Updated my Audition character, more humsum now LOL, changed the stupid name also.

2. Bought BLG album, but jassy have to mention she's got the album with their siggy. -boo!

Now download Audition 6057 Full Client :O! Didn't know got this.

I Love You (English)

我爱你 (Chinese)

Ik houd van u (Dutch)

Je t'aime (French)

Ich liebe dich (German)

Ti amo (Italian)

私は愛します (Japanese)

사랑해요/Sarang Hae Yo (Korean)

Eu te amo (Portuguese)

Я тебя люблю (Russian)

Te amo (Spanish)

2008-11-10T19:04:00.006+08:00

The stupid nessa sabo me do this.

Type your first name with your:
1:Fingers
Jubic Wong Chun Kiat

2:Chin
jubic wong chun kiat (pro)

3:One finger, eyes closed
Jubic Wong Chun Kiat (tsk I'm too pro really, unlike nessa, too glam so dun want use chin)

4:Elbow
Jubic Wong Chun Kiat (SEE THAT NESSA? THIS IS FOR SABOING ME)

5:Nose
Jubic Wong Chun Kiat (SEE THIS LAZY PIG?!)

6:Palm
Jubic Wong Chun Kiat (YAWNS)

1: List 4 random things that you have
Phone, PSP, Notebook, Diapers.

2:Have you slept in the back of the car?
Who don't? Unless you really meant the back of the car which is the area where you put stuffs. (Forgot what's it called)

3: Have you recently dyed you hair/cut it?
If i never cut my hair, It would hit the GWR.

4: List 4 people you look up to the most
1: My Grandma
2: Parents
3: Myself
4: Her

5: How many pets do you own as of now
Used to have fishes.

6: Which do you prefer? Black or White?
I prefer both.

7: Who is your most played character?
If it's Dynasty Warrior, that would be Zhao Yun <3>8: Choose one or the other: Being stuck in the island with a friend, or with 5 acquaintances
Friend of course.

9: Name 3 aspects that tell who you are
My maths, science and baikaness

10: If you could have the power, what would it be?
Power in what? Power in love? If so, i would like to confess my feelings.

11: Who was the last person you talked to?
My neighbour.

12: Who was the last person you said I love you to
To her, but not in her face/presence. ._.

13: Write down the first 5 words that pop into your head
J, A, S, S, Y. ._.

14: What's the one thing you wish you could do better?
My guts.

15: Do you like the way you are
I'm already like this, how contented can i be?

16: Choose, Summer or Winter
Both, each got its +s

17: Rain or Snow?
There's no snow in Singapore, but there are tons of rainpours.

18: Water or Ice?
Both quench your thirst don't they? So both.

19: List 2 odd things about yourself
- I get emo easily.
- I walk in a awkward way, don't gimme that look when you see me.

20: Which are your 2 bad habits
- i like to pwn people e.g. nessa
- I get emo easily.

21: Now list 5 people who should do this quiz
You, Him, Her, Them, Anyone.

2nd quiz

1: Do you have secrets?
Who don't?

2: Would you fall in love with a guy older than you
Do I look like a gay to you? Ok maybe to Joranne LOL.

3: Do you enjoy going to school?
Yes: cos at home, lyk now during holidays, is boring die.
No: need wake up early, need study for exams, need take bus home.

4: What will you do with a billion dollars?
- Buy things tht are on my wishlist!
- Treat ppl stuffs?
- Donate some to th poor

5: Will you fall in love with your best friend's stead?
Falling in love isn't a sin.

6: If you have to choose between your boyfriend and your best friend, who will you choose?
Same as 2. I will choose no one.

7: List out your 20 current favourite songs
Those in my blog.

8: If the person you like is attached already, what would you do
Just continue liking her. Liking someone isn't a sin.

9: Is there something that made you extremely happy?
Knowing she's doing fine.

10: Who is your favourite singer/actor
BLG.

11: How do you see yourself 10 years ago

12: Who is currently the most important person to you?
Parents, All the J's in my links♥

13: What is the most important thing in your life
Friends, Family, Money.

14: Which is important Family or Career?
If you don't have a career, how you support a family?

15: What is your favourite colour
Blue/Black/White

16: Would you give your all in a relationship
Yeah.

17: If 2 different people fall in love with you, Who will you choose
No one, if i don't have the feeling for them. Or i will choose the one i like more.

18: Would you forgive the person who betrayed you
It depends if it's trivial or not.

19: What will you tell the person you love
Any disturbing matters, always can seek me.

5 people I ~~tagged~~ sabo!
Any one who sees this.

2008-11-07T09:06:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was a sheck day i tell ya.

Went to help ~~my sweetest addiction (LOL)~~ Jassy and her friend to ~~get rid~~ distribute of her 1000+ flyers. Then we decided to call Kang, thinking that he has alot of kangtao, and Xuan (aww i miss her so much LOL) & JieYi to come down help us as well. Jassy, her friend and I were like just sitting down above PC bunk, just waiting for their manager to give them a call. Turned out that their manager has been waiting for them as well in the station. Oh yah, talking about the station, there's renovations going on. So we met her at the bus stop where we're sitting previously and was told to stay there untill 2/3 plus or untill the flyers are finished distributing omgwtfbbq. The problem is the weather is SO ERRATIC grr!

Then kang arrived at around 1+ and i slacked with him for an hour ... Talking about some stuffs. After eating, we went to arcade to play drum mania. Xuan and yiyi came not long after and we went off together to meet Jassy with her takoyaki :D Afterwhich, we went into the aracde to 'parapara'. Jassy and her friend came in as well not long after, saying they didn't want to follow their manager to Orchard to distribute the flyers and that they also quitted the &*&^%$%$##$^&()^%@ job. After some time, Jassy got a call from the restaurant, saying they are needed there to tender their resignation or something like that. Thus, they had to leave first, while we continue to slack, before meeting them at Central for dinner.

Had dinner at about 7+ at LJS, and Jassy joined us not long after (She looks damn happy, and I'm also happy for her :3) due to the 'slokepokiness' of the restaurant manager and left for Parklane after that. Ying joined us not long after and we audi, Habbo (wtf LOL), till about 9. Went back to PS to slack till 10 and to meet some audi guy named Geoffrey outside bunk. Jassy got to go by then. (wanted to send her home, but there's still four girls to take care of... so bobian) Lastly, at 10, took the train with Xuan and Geoffrey ~~(Looks like he's interested in xuan or something ?.? Caught him peeking at her a few times LOL)~~

Finally reached home at around 2330, sheck.

2008-10-27T20:48:00.006+08:00

~~Bad hair day~~.

Todays was jio-ed out by Jasmine, for the first time, to Parklane LOL, along with Kang, Yiying, Yin, Nessa (OMG!) and sammie. Waited for Jasmine to finish bathing before setting out.

In the end, I had to wait for the bus for approximately 20 minutes, instead of the usual 5, and stuck in the train for 45 mins instead of the usual 30. Due to the unforeseen circumstances, i treated her to drink? LOL it's still ok for me since it's $1? Took a cab to Parklane from Plaza Sing, when we are supposed to be able to walk to there, yet the rain likes to be the 'devil'. Nevermind me footing the taxi bill. Can't let a girl foot it right? :D Reached and the both of us were like 1/4 drenched and the wax on my hair was screwed.

In there, we were like nothing-to-do and our hands are quite itchy too :x Played for 5 minutes and they stopped, leaving the both of us still on the net. Nessa and Sammie went off first, Kang and Ying dunno do what, Jasmine, Yin and me were watching Flippycat videos on youtube. (For those who are very interested in dominoes, you might want to take a look, and you will be kinda shocked.) Minutes later, went to play pool. JASMINE PLAY POOL SIBEI CUTE SIA LOL Afterwhich, we went back to PS (On the way, something embarassing happened) to grab some small bites on Takoyaki and Macs ice cream(s) while waiting for Kang's friends to finish eating. They decided to head back to Parklane again for another round of pool, but Jas and i were quite bored already so we decided to head home instead yaw. Reached home at about 2040. Now going to PQ with Leticia.

2008-10-23T19:29:00.004+08:00

Boys Like Girls - Thunder

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried
I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanationFor what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)
And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
And bring on the thunder, and I said

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder...

2008-10-19T20:36:00.002+08:00

Omg LOL another high score broken lar ok LOL... i seriously got nth to post now. so bye.

P.S. The old 一脚搭两船-er is back again dang. Sometimes i really just wonder why there must be mutual affection between opposite genders, or maybe even between the same genders. It's not really like what some of you said that she's a flirt or something. You all can say that is all her fault that this happened, but i would rather say it's also my fault. I knew of the rumours, but i didn't heed them.

2008-10-18T09:36:00.002+08:00

I'm looking for a job during the holidays after my O levels.

Requirements:

It musn't be too menial, due to my disability.

Flexible working hours

At least $5/hour rate

I think that's all, bah. If anyone has vacancies, please contact me at jubic_wong@hotmail.com or 97318599 (24 hours)

2008-10-16T20:17:00.003+08:00

lols, today's O level Sci Prac exam. Suppose to go at 0915 but went at 0700 instead LOL... stupid, i must say. Since got time till 0915, might as well slack, cos nth's gonna 'go in' already. Luckily, the sec three got sex talk LOL! It's been a freaking long time since we had that. Yet i find it quite boring, cos most of the details are the same. What gonorrhea? Dunno spelling lar LOL. Ok just spelling checked it. Correct sia LOL. YAY I R A SMART KID LOL... k me being stupid again >.< Then went to the lib to report -_- most of my classmates are studying (including myself) except for Danielle i think? Full of confidence i suppose. Surprisingly, i wasn't even nervous o.o was just wondering what qns was going to come out nia. Both parts the last qns was like wtf can. What talking cambridge? After exam, then was quarantined in EEH till 1400 omgwtfbbq. Was doing nothing but sleeping, but James have to shout until my eardrums is nearly destruction. Release liao went to have lunch: FishNChips and PPC. Slacked there until like 3+ before 'meeting' with HS and went to CWP to buy some wrist band thingy -.-! In the end, he bought nth wtf cans. Finally, reached home at 4 ...

2008-10-10T13:58:00.003+08:00

Last day of school. Six days before O level practical ): Went through all the important details of all subjects today, ending with a speech, photo (Taken on Teachers' Day)&postcard from Miss Teo, which writes:

'Dear Chun Kiat,
I always have the impression that you are very good at analysing information and thinking logically. You are also a gracious young man who will volunteer to help teachers. Hope that you'll go on to develop your talents, be it in IT, Maths&Science, and lead a happy and fulfilling life! All the best for your 'O's and score 'A' for Science! Ms Teo 08'

Did she just now mention in the class that she didn't just stated our strong points, but also our weak points? LOL maybe I don't have, in her opinion. That's good to know. Dang nothing to blog about as for now. So, I'm going off. Ciao

2008-10-04T22:16:00.002+08:00

70th post

Today went out to study with Jason, Nicole, Serene and Zhiyin at PS... Once again, I'm the one who studied the most? LOL... Awhile later Yiying came, walk walk with Serene and Yin lol! About half hour (I think), Jor, Mich, Kenneth, JieKai also came.... And we decided not to study already and went to Bunk/Arcade... Then dunno what happened already and just went to vivo to slack till 2045... Then the rest dun want say already -.-! Bye...

2008-10-02T19:14:00.002+08:00

Ola amigos! Yeah i know it's been a long time ever since i last blogged as there was really nothing to blog about, and I find it quite redundant blogging lol... Oh yah, i've just read poem(s) which shares my sentiments, here it goes:

Read Carefully and Understand the Meaning:

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push!
Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else (and that she got hurt by that someone else.).
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short.
If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.
Some people make the world special by just being in it.
Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.
When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.
True friendship never ends.
Friends are forever.
Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there. Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
Everything is okay in the end.
If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.
If you love something...let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours.... If it doesn't then it never was.
A kiss is just a kiss until you find the one you love.
A hug is just a hug until its from the one you are thinking of.
A dream is just a dream until you make it come true.
LOVE is just a word until its proven to you.

To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
who has given birth to
A premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident...

To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

Time waits for no one.
Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when
you can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

2008-09-21T17:42:00.002+08:00

K this blog is officially dead :S

Ytd went to Changi to study with Jason, Nicole, Solques and Ying.. Everyone was laughing all the way instead of studying, thanks to my Gummi Bears but more to Solques LOLLLLLLL. Check Ying's or Nicole's blog for more info yeah? Lazy blog ;p

2008-09-10T15:29:00.003+08:00

Third day of school, boring as usual :l

Last Sat tonned at my house. Matthew, Sky, Minyou, Kong and Jas were there. Then next day went to meet Jas' friend which turned out to be one of my senior o.o! Ok bye, no mood to blog :l And now im like semi addicted to smoking o.O

Start of O Levels: 34 days.

2008-09-06T12:54:00.002+08:00

1. The person who tag/pass you is?

Nessa mei

2. Your relationship with him/her?

My meimei?

3. Your five impression of him/her?

N, O, O, B, LOL!

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?

Buying me one month HC? Suaning me?

5.The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?

I love you? LOL jk. Forgot long time ago.

6. If he/she become your lover, you will?

I will be slaughtered in an abattoir.

7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?

Her suanning.

8. If he/she became my enemy, you will?

I will be too slaughtered in an abattoir.

9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?

It's Fate.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?

NOT buying her chicken rice.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?

Refer to qns 3

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?

I'm a super quiet guy.

13. The characters you love of yourself are?

Introverted.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?

Introverted.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?

I'm happy being myself.

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.

Oh? I care and like you too.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you.

(Refer to 1st ten links)

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?

Broken up alr?

19. Is no.9 a male or female?

Male, also used to be my ghey partner.

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?

Maybe, but it will be gay though.

21. What is no. 2 studying about?

Some course? -.-

22. When was the last time you had a chat with 5?

Monday. Went out with him?

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?

Refer to his blog songs? If he has any.

24. Does no. 1 has any siblings?

One sister and brother.

25. Will you woo no.3?

Maybe, if im a girl.

26. How abt no.7?

Same.

27. Is no.4 Single?

Think so?

28. What is the surname of no.5?

Forgot.

29. What's the hobby of no.10?

Dunno.

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?

Don't think they know each other.

31. Where is no.2 studying at?

Bishan.

32. Talk something casually about 1.

Adorable, Lovely etc.

33. Where does no.9 live at?

Panjang? Can't remember.

34. What colour does no. 4 like?

Black? Since most of the time, she wears black.

35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friend?

Yea.

36. Does no.1 have any pets?

A dog that steams :X

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?

I don't think the word sexy suits him.

2008-09-01T20:01:00.005+08:00

1/9/08

Im now at jor's house. Today went raffles to buy shoes ($185) and SHS's album ($20). Then went Far East to meet up with matt, jor, mich, sky. Didn't know that jacques was there too :l ahh who cares, she's still my friend what :D Rotted at Subway till cows went home and headed down to jor's house. Had dinner at there, her grandma cooked for us, though it isn't filling but it's NICE the best i've ever eaten :x sky and me carried on using jor's coms while she and matt rest lol tired. Stayed there till abt 10pm, then went to kopitiam to buy cigga lol smoked two sticks, still getting used to it LOL wtf. Took the wrong LRT causing the three of us taking one big round panjang. I r a smart kid! Reached home at 2330.

2/9/08

lol today is N level SS. Only know Sky, Matthew & Fiona taking. Hope they score well even though fio said screwed. Wanted to eat at kopitiam, but sadly, it caught fire =.= so went to cwp have BK. Then went to popular just to buy Chris Brown Exclusive (I only like four songs in it :l)

2008-08-31T18:11:00.003+08:00

Was just listening to Your Call by Secondhand Serenade. Oh yeah, talking about it, friday went to cwp cd-rama JUST TO FIND OUT THAT IT'S FINALLY AVAILABLE IN CWP! but i got no money FUCK! LOL! I FUCKING DESPO LIAO! ROARRRR!

Just before going to cwp was in school celebrating teachers' day (woo!). The concert turned out alright. Then went back to class. After 10-20 mins, the main star (Ms Teo) arrived :o! We all sang, ate, joked, had pictures taken together etc. Too bad there aren't any cakes to smash LOL -evil grins- omg blog's playing Fall For You <33!

After that went to SLPS to visit my pri sch teachers. Met 3rd floor aunt on the way lol... Wa seh! Finally this year can go in. Fuck that previous cheeby guard of a bitch. Roamed around first, only saw 6H-es went, not many of 6G-es (aww). Only chatted with Mrs Suhaimi for awhile since she's got some function that night. Was rotting in the canteen untill the cows went home. Then, the rest refer to 1st para.

BYE!

P.S I have changed my number, but i don't remember it. You can give me yours and i send you an sms.

2008-08-23T16:56:00.003+08:00

wtf have been cooping in my cage for like two weeks. Last week doesn't count as outing since went out for awhile nia. Life's all been the same. Just that i miss hanging out with ALL of 'you guys' (really!). Blame my internet connection bah, if cannot contact me LOL. Fortunately, father's friend coming over soon to fix the fcking problem for me (YAY), if possible. Stress is increasing for me, due to the fact that Os are coming, just that i do not show it out. Anyways, sept holidays are coming soon and im gonna repay what i lost, but i don't know if there's going to be lessons. Even if got, 51 percent sure won't go LOL. Hmm i think that's all bah, bye!

PS: Maybe able to ton this Sun - Mon/Tues

2008-08-18T21:20:00.004+08:00

Internet seems to be working somehow again o.o

LOL today's oral is super easy like ABC can! Even retards can answer! "what's ur fav subject and why? what other important subjects? prac or theory person?"

2008-08-17T10:35:00.003+08:00

One week never online, so damn not used to it ._. Fuck Linksys roar!

Ytd went out with JJ, Melissa, Aloy, and two more girls.. Met up first at AMK arcade, played for awhile then went to Nebo to makan since JJ got membership there lol... Quite cheap already. One combo consisting of fish, chicken, steak, potatoe wedges and one drink, cost about 12 sth, after some minusing due to the membership. Then Mel's friends (the two girls) came too, sat down awhile, while JJ and Mel slept awhile. Then suddenly the two of them went off for dunno fuck reason. Met up with Yin. After walking around, then found them at the foodcourt... EATING. Then went to the kiddy cars to rest awhile again. Waited for the two to finish then, called them they already at the bus stop =.=! Sua, went to the bus stop to meet them. JJ then asked Mel to talk to them, if she going off with them then tell us. In the end she went off, without telling us. Sua, so just went separate ways to home... wasted 12 dollars on taxi

2008-08-09T16:52:00.002+08:00

this is a conversation among three little pigs:

ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
lmao
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
bic
- th unrequited loveღ says:
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
bic
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
remove my name from ur nick LOL
❥ Ɓĩĉ; http://www.doveshowerok.com/video.php?vid=60 MUST VOTE COS IT'S SOLQUES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
LOL
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
i dun wan some ppl to see my face
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
LOL
❥ Ɓĩĉ; http://www.doveshowerok.com/video.php?vid=60 MUST VOTE HOR says:
kk LOL
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
thx man LOL
- th unrequited loveღ says:
noobpig become shyshyczxzxz :$
- th unrequited loveღ says:
LOL!!!!!!!!
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
nessa low iq right!
- th unrequited loveღ says:
LOLLLLLLLLLLLL.
❥ Ɓĩĉ; http://www.doveshowerok.com/video.php?vid=60 MUST VOTE HOR says:
-.-?
- th unrequited loveღ says:
OI SMLJ SIMI LOW IQ.
- th unrequited loveღ says:
!!!!
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
LOL
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
she lwo iq
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
low iq
- th unrequited loveღ says:
MY PSLE 246 YOU KNOW?!?!?!?
❥ Ɓĩĉ; http://www.doveshowerok.com/video.php?vid=60 MUST VOTE HOR says:
yeah
- th unrequited loveღ says:
ANJING LAH LOL.
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
SEE
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
LOL
❥ Ɓĩĉ; http://www.doveshowerok.com/video.php?vid=60 MUST VOTE HOR says:
246 only what
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
LOL
- th unrequited loveღ says:
:@!!!!!!!!!
- th unrequited loveღ says:
LOL.
- th unrequited loveღ says:
(6)
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
246 go tkss?
- th unrequited loveღ says:
i am (A) dont bully.
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
246 go tkgs la!!!
- th unrequited loveღ says:
:(
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
LOL
- th unrequited loveღ says:
tkg all the lesbians only!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- th unrequited loveღ says:
most``
- th unrequited loveღ says:
LOL.
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
NVM ONE LA FOR U
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
LOL
- th unrequited loveღ says:
OI FKYOU LOL
❥ Ɓĩĉ; http://www.doveshowerok.com/video.php?vid=60 MUST VOTE HOR says:
you already is a lesbo nessa
❥ Ɓĩĉ; http://www.doveshowerok.com/video.php?vid=60 MUST VOTE HOR says:
LOL
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
eh ya lor
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
LOL
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
go there many targets for u
- th unrequited loveღ says:
zhxICAUSdilnavryliasuryawlierhnvlwkjehrlkjawehbtew
- th unrequited loveღ says:
walao revenge hoh you both
- th unrequited loveღ says:
!!!!
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
yah LOL
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
who ask u always like to correct my english
- th unrequited loveღ says:
i helping you in o levels lea!!!!
- th unrequited loveღ says:
you dont thank me i alr never say anything
- th unrequited loveღ says:
want revenge somemore.
❥ Ɓĩĉ; http://www.doveshowerok.com/video.php?vid=60 MUST VOTE HOR says:
you alr say is our Os
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
NO NEED LRO PLS
❥ Ɓĩĉ; http://www.doveshowerok.com/video.php?vid=60 MUST VOTE HOR says:
why u care
- th unrequited loveღ says:
YI DE BAO YUAN!!!!!!!!!
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
LOL
❥ Ɓĩĉ; http://www.doveshowerok.com/video.php?vid=60 MUST VOTE HOR says:
LOL
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
LOR*
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
yeah
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
MY O'S MA!!!
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
LOL
- th unrequited loveღ says:
O's IMPORTANT YOU KNOW!!!!!
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
DUH I KNOW LOL
- th unrequited loveღ says:
LATER FAIL Os CANNOT GET IN GOOD POLY/JC!!!
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
ITS MY O'S
- th unrequited loveღ says:
SO THAT'S WHY I HELPINGGGGGGG.
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
MY O'S!!!!!!
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
MY O'S!!!!!
- th unrequited loveღ says:
I GOOD FRIEND.
- th unrequited loveღ says:
GOOD FRIEND HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!
- th unrequited loveღ says:
(A)!!!!!!!!)(#*@)$%#(*^)($*
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
GOOD FRIEND NO NEED HELP ME
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
LOL
- th unrequited loveღ says:
you
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
good friend no need help ME!!
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
LOL
- th unrequited loveღ says:
HIGH IQ LOW EQ!!!
- th unrequited loveღ says:
LOL.
ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з sol says:
both high la pls
- th unrequited loveღ says:
no
- th unrequited loveღ says:
i give you face one high only.

If you didn't notice, there's one pig which stopped halfway in the convo as he was eating and watching the show. LOL

2008-08-09T15:16:00.003+08:00

OMG YOU GUYS BTR WATCH THIS VIDEO BELOW AND VOTE IT AT
http://www.doveshowerok.com/video.php?vid=60

(The Youtube links can't be copied for some unspecified reason, sorry for the inconvenience)

2008-08-08T11:51:00.005+08:00

Test One

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Copied from Jac's blog, heh. Mostly are true with the exception of the Education part LOL.

Test two
'He's the typical guy that you normally would see in today's society, nothing too spectacular. In fact, you really have to concentrate in picking him out among the crowd. He's also easy going, has a sophisticated taste. He isn't boring or anything like that. Just that he would tend to be a little humble, has his own independent views, but keeps it to himself. If the situation requires, he can step forward and really make an impression on others.

The woman of his dream must not be the helpless lady type or too conservative, but must be a fighter with high perseverance. Women who are the fragile type or too ladylike are definitely not to his taste. She must be committed to overcome any obstacle in building up a family with him. Those from a rich family is definitely out. He prefers women whose fortune are self-made. This type of guy isn't selfish at all, but a real social contributor one can say. Don't worry, his requirements aren't really that high, you may pass the test you know.'

Test Three
'You value your friendships: 75%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.'

Life's still the same. Thus i won't be bothered to post now (: Next week English Orals o:!

2008-08-03T13:56:00.003+08:00

What Jubic Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.

You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.

You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.

Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Most of the points are quite true.

Yesterday went to Vivo to post-celebrate Jor's bday. Met up with zhyin first at Habourfront control station, then waited for the rest to arrive. Headed to Breadtalk first to buy the two cakes, one of them machiam like toilet roll LOL Strawberry Chiffon, if i rmb correctly -roll eyes- Then went to sky park, to meet up with jor, yiying, kang, solques, ken. Then celebrate with the first cake (Strawberry Chiffon), which turn out to be some prank ^^v! Then dunno what lar, rot till evening sit there do nth. Then another round of cake. After that took taxi to CCK and makan, finally took a free ride home since the taxi uncle lives near me also LOL.

2008-07-26T22:09:00.002+08:00

Went to Sentosa today with Nitro, Kang, Minyou, Matthew, Addy, Jason, Nicole, Heidi, Sky, Xuan, Aloy, Eugene, Amanda & few others which i'm lazy to mention since i am not sure of their names. Met up first at Habourfront at 1045 when it's supposed to be 10, due to some 'unforseen circumstance'. Then went to eat at Seah Im Hawker Centre (: Treated chicken rice heheh -evil laughs at vis! Then went to meet up with Amanda and her two other friends, and waited for Aloy and Eugene to arrive. And off we go to Sentosa by bus. Rotted for 1 hour or so before getting down into the waters with the others x.x Then about 3/4 plus, Xuan, Matthew, Jason, Nicole, Sky and few others arrived. Swam till about 1730 and got off the island. Rotted again at vivo outside the monorail station then at Sky Park till about 1930 and went home by bus (1.5 hrs). Was damn hungry by then, so decided to go kopitiam and pack food home, then saw parents eating there lol. And home sweet home.

2008-07-25T22:10:00.002+08:00

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2008-07-18T15:37:00.002+08:00

Tag replies

anon: You got me very scared, anon ): even though i don't know who the hell you're. Mind telling me who're you, unless you're a chicken.
Aloy: Just refresh one time when you can't load her blog (:!

2008-07-16T17:56:00.002+08:00

errr... Just came back from some career guidance talk thingy, was quite interesting, esp. the last half hour when Akmal, Danielle and Stephanie 'interviewed' Ron LOL. Oh yah, also got back my physics paper, AND IT SAVED ME LIFE YAYYYYYYY! XD! Overall, i suppose a B3/4? And added one more mark to my Emaths o:! Supposingly, should be adding two marks, then that motherfucker Derrick Quek had to spot a mistake in my graph qns.. Was slacking all the way from 11 to 2 hah, no lessons. Then the career guidance workshop from 2 to 5, skipping detention (:! Detention was for last week friday de, budden never go, then detention on today, tmr and fri ):! Fuck my memory.

2008-07-15T16:07:00.007+08:00

ermermerm, dunno what to blog abt today, yah. Almost whole day no lessons, cos some china students came to our school again. Was finding people to sms with me, only three replied l:

Just one thing, Chemistry is screwed 53.5/100, ~~no face see yiying already~~ LOL.

Oh yah, solques just reminded me -.- also had Os MT LC just now (STM LAR DEY!). Quite ok luh, most of them tikam. 4th passage was the easiest. And i almost fall asleep even before the exam started due to the music they played on the radio. (For those who dunno: Yes, they used a radio station to broadcast the exam countrywide.)

'Two students talking', LOL was talking to jor, as she wanted to see the picture of a Maglev train from my txtbk. But i did not bring back txtbk, so yeah LOL. Next time then.

Christine Glass - My Love Will Get You Home

If you wonder off too far
My love will get you home
If you follow the
wrong star
My love will get you home

If you ever find yourself
Lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love
will get you home
Boy, My love will get you home

If the bright light
blinds your eyes
My love will get you home
If your troubles break your
stride
My love will get you home

If you ever find yourself
Lost
and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you
home
Boy, My love will get you home

If you ever feel ashame
My
love will get you home
When there's only you to blame
My love will get
you home

If you ever find yourself
Lost and all alone
Get back
on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home
Boy, My love will
get you home

If you ever find yourself
Lost and all alone
Get
back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home
Boy, My love
will get you home
Boy, My love will get you home

2008-07-14T16:28:00.003+08:00

'You never lose by loving. You always lost by holding back.'

'The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have.'

'Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.'

'When I see you smile and know that it is not for me, that is when I will miss you the most.'

'I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most.'

'When It's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you.'

'I hate you...and then I love you...it's like I want to throw you off a cliff....then rush to the bottom to catch you... '

'It hurts the most when i can actually feel your heart crying.'

'I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave without a sound, except that of my heart shattering as it hits the ground.'

'Oh, I shouldn’t care or wonder where and how you are. But I can’t hide this hurt inside my broken heart. I’m fighting back emotions that I’ve never fought before, ‘cause I’m not supposed to love you.'

Though these quotes aren't originated from me, but they seem to describe how am i feeling at the moment.

Today, got back my Maths paper. Dang lost to michelle again i think =.=! A1 for P1 (76.25/100) and C6 for P2 (52/100). Overall is 64/100 B4 T_T! Mich got 69 B3, heard from someone that Akmal got A2 wtf?! ): Now more people thrashing me in maths ew!? Then Geog paper, confirm+chop+guarantee fail, even though i haven't seen the paper. D&T paper, only two passes i think, Mich and WeiJie :x Mich is a ~~'monster~~' LOL Sorry if got the chance to see this, Mich. Tmr i think will get back Chemistry o:? So yeah, bye for the moment.

The thought of you being sad, makes me want to cry my heart out, taking a knife and commit suicide.

2008-07-13T22:14:00.002+08:00

Just read a email which was somehow true, especially the guys' point of view. It goes like this:

'Guy's point of view this is very cute!
And even written by a guy!
You might agree with it, but when it actually happens 99% of girls don't realize it 'til it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.
From guys’ point of view:
We don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take Advantage of the mood im in.
LET US PAY FOR YOU!
DON'T 'FEEL BAD' We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say 'thank you.'
Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.
Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.
Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.
Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing.
See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care.
You have girlfriends for that.
Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/’beautiful’?
I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of.
On the other hand I’m not saying i wouldn't like it either.

Girls point of view: I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE.> DITCH HIS SORRY DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT
Someone who will honour your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they’re doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..........AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!
*****Give the nice guys a chance***** >
Holding Hands
Girls: If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times.
Guys: Grab it if it happens more than once.
Cuddling
Girls: When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold.
Guys: Automatically move closer to her. >
Movies
Girls: During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys: Lift her chin up and kiss her.
Loving each other
Guys: When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it.
Laying below the stars
Girls: When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys: Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers. Now make a wish about something you would like to happen Between you and your crush....
Guys: no grabbing!!!
Guys repost this if you agree.
Girls repost this if you think it's cute.
Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this.
Now copy and repost this; if you don't you'll have bad relationships for 69 years.
By 12 am tonight your one true love will realize how much they want you.
If you don't repost this, you will have bad luck for your entire life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'

2008-07-13T16:26:00.003+08:00

It pains in my heart, knowing you're sad. But it is even more painful, knowing it only after someone has told me about it. Dulan with myself.

2008-07-12T23:18:00.002+08:00

Met up with Matthew and Sky first at PS, then a friend (forgot his name). Went to meet up with vis and others after that. Meet liao waited for xuan. Meet liao (again), go carpark smoke o: while waiting for more ppl (Nitro and friends) to come tsk. All went to 'that' place and waited for our 'prey' to arrive, while vis kang me were at the other side. Minutes ltr, a call came and was told to wait at that place, waiting for 'notice'. Then 7-11 and went into the mall. o.o chua dio when saw jor, was with her relative (mum?). Met up with jason near one of the toilets, waiting for them to come out. Out liao, think they noticed us too, was diao-ing us all the way. Then followed them outside. Moments later, just went to confront them. I didn't go yeah -.- was stopped by jor and few guys just to 'take care' of the girls (Xuan, Elly, Heidi, Jac, Nicole). yahlar for me own good ^^v! Then for no apparent reason, went to vivo -.-! Went to C.E first to buy sweets, was greeted with a sneeze from a FAT jeeby malay girl. She was just walking pass me when she sneezed, and parts of her saliva 'aeroplaned' to me face _l_! Was diao-ing them all the while in C.E (Her bf, friends and her). That was also why i was damn pissed off. Some of you did notice. Went to Sky Park after that and waited for the guys to come. Went to Daiso to get some drinks with vis. Was asked the same qns again abt 'her'; whether i've still got feelings for her. Slack till 9+ and went home, sending off nicole and heidi first at TPY and AMK. Bought a Ramly beef burger and bird nest drink along the way. Reached home parents not around hur? Should be back either later or morning 4-5am.

Ok bye.

2008-07-12T00:05:00.009+08:00

Do it if you want to, it's easy.

Broken Love

I wrote those writings, I scribbled them on the wall

You read them out loud like they meant nothing at all

A flower red as a rose that never wilts away

Is only a fake

Spent a lifetime trying to ignite it

You sucked the life out of mine in record timing

Where the lightning strikes, I'll find you there

Covered in blood from this broken love
I felt your distance as you got right up in my face

A burning example of a memory to erase

Your chalkboard scratch melodies are drowning me out

Flooding me with doubt

Spent a lifetime trying to ignite it

You sucked the life out of mine in record timing

Where the lightning strikes, I'll find you there

Covered in blood from this broken love

Drink a little wine, give it just a little time, it'll all be fine

Why don't we talk about it?

Its not like we've never been here before

Do a little dance then you fantasize it, vandalize it

Call it off, call it off, call it over and done

All the silly games you play have faded and nobody won

Spent a lifetime trying to ignite it

You sucked the life out of mine in record timing

Where the lightning strikes, I'll find you there

Covered in blood from this broken love

Broken Love…

You (Dedicated to her)

You're the one and only

All i need

Is you here with me

Someone to depend on

when the rain falls down

All I know

Is the way I feel

Whenever you're around me

All the darkness turns to day

What'd you do to me?

You're the one and only

treasure in my life

A feelin' I can't hide from you

when you're the only one

You're the one and only

Pleasure in my life

A feelin' that goes on and on

When you're the only one

All my thoughts

They just run away

Move a little closer

Now we breathe as one

Take my hand

Let's fly away

To another place and time

Let the world just fade away

What'd you do to me?

You're the one and only

Treasure in my life

A feelin' I can't hide from you

When you're the only one

You're the one and only

Pleasure in my life

A feelin' that goes on and on

When you're the only one

What'd you do to me?

You made me feel so alive

A feeling deep inside

What'd you do to me?

You're the one and only

Treasure in my life

A feelin' I can't hide from you

when you're the only one

You're the one and only

Pleasure in my life

A feelin' that goes on and on

You're the one and only

Treasure in my life

A feelin' I can't hide from you

when you're the only one

You're the one and only

Pleasure in my life

A feelin' that goes on and on

When you're the only one

You're the only one

2008-07-11T14:32:00.002+08:00

Ytd got temperature check, then forget bring thermometer, sua. Another 50 cents to school charity LOL imma very good. While waiting, that bastard Mr.Tham (Thumb) came to talk to us again. Yawn- was dozing off while he talked, another day of detention hur? Then went back already check chemistry MCQ. Out of 20, got 5 wrongs, hmm not bad, physics dunno yet. Then maths, hmm redo some of the qns which most of us got wrong ._. Was able to all except one which i forgot how to o: Then recess for 1.5 hrs ^^v! Shiok bodoh. After school, then wait till 2pm for detention till 4pm -.-!

Today was X-country, ran around IJC&SSS eh? Was sitting at the bbcourt of IJC from 7-10 since im medically exempted x.x Went for a tour around the instituition. They had a trackfield (which our sch don't), a gym (our sch had one too, but don't allow students in.) beside the canteen. Also have a netball court made specially for girls above the bbcourt, you will find a staircase at the bbcourt leading to there. Their toilets kawaii nehs! The entrance door sign they put the male/female star signs: ♀/♂. Quite a number of chio bu there too LOL! Some of my female school mates, can also be, if it weren't for the uniform -.-! Ended at around 10, then decided to try my luck again to get into SLPS and see the teachers. PCB guard. Think they who. Visit teachers nia also cannot. There were a few other sec 1s juniors who were also from SLPS who wanted to get in and visit teachers, then i told them the matter lol. They were kinda dissapointed eh? NOT MY PROBLEM LOL! Then went to CWP to breakfast, was thinking of what to eat? Sick of macs&kfc already, was thinking of LJS, so headed down there first. They were still serving breakfast sets still, which i dun like, sua. So went to BK™ and had a BK Rendang Doubles (Upsized). Moments later, sufi and his mly friends came o:! Then ask me my meal is student meal not LOL. Then finally went home ._. boring life.

2008-07-09T00:15:00.010+08:00

What you said just now made a great impact in me tremendously. I'm not sure whether you were referring to me or not. Maybe i got the wrong idea, but if you're referring to me, maybe you're right, i don't have the guts to tell you that i love you. Maybe it's because of my past experiences that made me very 'timid' after each broken relationship, fearing that the same consequences would occur again. Or maybe I'm just feeling that i'm unworthy of you, which is the truth. Yesterday someone pm me asking if i did really given hope on you, I just replied him 'given up already, but it just haunts me back'. I thought time could erase my memories of you, but it seems that it doesn't. Yet i still firmly believe that it could. Every time i see you, my heart just stopped. Emotionless, I would say. Nevertheless, I still do not wish to have a 'closer' relationship with you, though my 'other side' wish to be with you. All i could and wanted to say is that 'I Love You', and i always do since o5o6o8.

Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m OK
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doing It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

2008-07-07T08:06:00.006+08:00

Firstly, Welcome back to Singapore, Jie Kai!

Yesterday was the day when i started hating Malays (No offence.).

Met up with Jor&Mich at Lot1 first, then went on to find Jason at JE supposingly, when reached Batok, he was just outside the MRT LOL. Then we headed down to the airport to welcome Mr. Akaix. When reached, saw Sherman they all too hah. Then went to fetch Yiying Chemistry ._. told her the wrong terminal which was at the other end sua. Fetch liao went to gather with the rest at the arrival hall. Xuan, Kang, Elvis 'muacks', JJ, Matthew and Sky came too. About 15 minutes after or so, he finally came out o:! Then you know what blahblahblah lar. Distributed tidbits. Jor's coke kena confiscated LOL gek xim. Slacked outside the terminal. Minutes later, decided to watch a movie at town. So we headed down there luh while Sherman and the rest went home, i suppose.

Reached le PS, some were hungry already LOL. Eat liao went outside Sakae. Ok this is when the 'incident' happened. They were just talking about what movies to watch then Jiekai, jor and me were just sitting at the edges of the road. Saw some malay guys circling around them dunno what sai. Then one of them went to ask Matthew from where then tio whack. Matthew, JJ, Kang and Aloy tio. After that we just call the police. Sky went to call his gang diao zui. But then they are no where to be found. So we decided to send the girls home first. Took quite a long time 'persuading'. After that we just went home (JJ, Xuan, Jor, Jason, Aloy). Waited at pioneer mall for jor's mum to fetch her, then xuan's cousin came to talk to us. Talked awhile then Matt and Sky came to find us -.-? Chatted for like five minutes, exchanged hugs with xuan, and separated our ways. Was tonning at aloy's house for the night as i told parents im not going home. Thanks ah Aloy lublub. Was thinking about the girls along the way whether they ok not, esp jor x.x

P.S. Thanks for the hug xuan, it kinda made me feel better and at ease, thinking that you're fine after what had happened. Lublub you forever!

And my hair is thickening -.-

2008-07-06T11:29:00.002+08:00

Ytd went out with Joranne, YiYing 'Chemistry', Michigano, Heidi, Jason, Kang, Sky. Also was Sky's bday celebration yesterday LOL. Met up at PS first then went to Parklane to find Eddie, settle some 'problems'. Bleah took him bloody long to come out: One snooker game, then Macs. Then you-know-what-happen liao (: Only Kang and him talked, the rest 'watched show', smoking w/e stuffs o: Then go back ps take sky's bday cake then go where liao -stm. On our way, saw Serene Heng. hurhur told us zhiyin was at mos, went there boh lang. Then jor, i think, sms-ed her, then reply she at kfc -.- ok few steps away nia. She was with her bf o: Talked awhile then zhao liao. o: Went back to the cafe to makan. Then went to vivo 'Sky's' park. Stayed there to decompose till about 9 before Ken (The one we met at geylang pub, Sky's friend.). Then chemistry gtg, must deng chu at 10. This is when the fun starts. LOL bday bash-ed sky, then throw corn flour on him. LOL. Lastly went home at 11, while the rest went to pub at Boat Quay

2008-07-04T22:47:00.006+08:00

Tonight

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight i've fallen and i can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
Tonight i've fallen and i can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I sing,
Tonight i've fallen and i can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight...

Your Call

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, what's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Fall For You

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

2008-07-02T23:37:00.002+08:00

'Yesterday is history, Tomorrow is a mystery, Today is a gift. That is why it is called the Present'

Quoted from Kungfu Panda. Makes alot of sense. -uses the fingerhold- LOL